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Saturday, June 27, 2009

2:20 PM

it's been like four hours since I started surfing the net today. I'm only with my eldest brother today, they left home for some reasons early in the morning.

my playlist is random today. and to as I listen, the next song is "At the Cross" of Hillsong United. something just touched my very soul. it felt so strange since I've been listening to this song since I became a member of YFC here in Mendez.

to reflect, the first line says, "Oh, Lord you've searched me, you know my ways." as I've known, it's a passage in the Bible, in Psalms 139, not sure of what verse. but I'm pretty sure, it's in chapter 139.

I just feel how God loves us. all of us. if he doesn't, we won't be able to do every little thing we do. Everything that's been happening is in His own will for our good.

He's always been looking for us. searching our inner souls, hoping to find Himself in it. and to be disappointed enough, sometimes, we lose His ways in us. but no matter how much we block Him in, He still knows everything about us. He's more than just best friend who probably knows everything within you. everything about you. He knows who exactly you are, and every little thing you feel inside.

"Even when I fail You, I know You love me."
We fail Him. as I've known, it's also in the Psalm 139. amazing isn't it? Worship/praise songs respond to the what the Bible says.
Most of the time, we do wrong, don't we? we always do the things that upsets Him. we choose to do the things that he doesn't want us to do so. But even though we ignore Him... still, He loves us! The reason why you still can do those things, is just because He loves you so much!

there's also a song that says the same, "A thousand times I failed, still Your mercy remains", and that says how much God truly loves us. Just look back... Have you ever done something for Him?or jsut done something for YOUR own good?

"Your holy presence surrounding me in every season, I know You love me"
He has always protected you. if He haven't, then think of the reason why your little wound got healed? it isn't because of the betadine. it isn't because you pore alcohol on it. it doesn't matter how it hurt you. and it isn't because the elastic bandage protected it from germs.

He doesn't count the time. for He holds the time. He controls it. Time may be so fast. You may slip off the time. It may be "wrong timing" for something. but He doesn't care about time! all he cares for is You. He loves You, dude. He does so much...

That's the chorus of the song...
I praise God.
He's given up the most important thing to Him, His ONLY Son. There's never going to be greater love than what He's devoted on us. See how much He loves us? He made his Son an instrument for us to be spared from our selfishness! from OUR own sins!

I can never turn away from Him now. NEVER EVER! Would you turn away from Him when I say, it's your fault why Jesus died? IT'S YOUR FAULT WHY GOD HAS TO SACRIFICE HIS OWN SON!
"You go before me. You shield my way. Your hand upholds me. I know You love me"
He lifts us up whenever we fall down. Have you ever wonder why you can still put your chin up when you just fell down? Did you ever know it's God's hand lifting your chin up?

He's always there before and behind and beside you. all you need is just Faith in HIM. Enough faith. He doesn't need money to protect you, He doesn't need any material things to save you from any form of harm. all he needs is just YOUR FAITH. lift everything to Him, for He'll bestow to you all that you ask for.

"And when the earth fades Falls from my eyes And You stand before me I know You love me"

He can take away this world. Anytime in anyway He wanted. But he still hopes, that you will find your way to Him. He's always willing to wait for you for you are His child. He made every strand of your hair, he knows how many are they. He knows when you hve been born. He knows you exactly. For He is Our Father. He is someone more than you think He is.


"You tore the veil, You made a way when You said that it is done."
When the veil in the temple was torn into equally two parts, isn't it amazing? Jesus died, but he still made a miracle! What's that for? To show how He loves us! It showed that His son has already died! It's His way to tell us how much He loves us. How much He's willing to give up everything for YOU...
He'll be waiting for You. He's calling You. Every breath you take, He's calling out Your name. He wants you.... To be in His righteous way.