Today was a very nice day!
I liked everything that happened today, and well, of course, except for one common thing that had grew more hatred within me. and that hatred grows to other people's hearts too.
Some of my friends started hating her. I mean, I do, but she has aspects which I like, besides she's not doing anything wrong to me, but she's doing wrong to some of my friends! She's changed a lot. As in A LOT. Sometimes, I can't bear her temper, sometimes her walking-strolling around attitude is annoying too. But I can't do anything against her. All I can do is just to comfort the people whom she's hurting badly and say my heartaches too.
I'm not fake infront of her, I'm just keeping myself away from trouble. I don't want her to be hurt too when she finds out those bunches of people who doesn't like her, not including the some of the alumni. When will she find this out? Will she ever do? Will she change? I hope she'll be back to who she is from the start of the last school year, that innocent student which I like the most.
and to mention, it's already 9:50 PM. and my mom's forcing me to study when, fortunately, there's nothing to study for today. I promised that I'll make it to the top 10 no matter what just to make them proud. Hell yeah, to tell you, I got a failing grade in a quiz in Math. I've always been telling them I'm having a hard time in Math. I understand the lesson easily, but when it comes to quizzes, almost all the things suddenly fades inside my head!
Okay, back for what happened today...
Okay, officially, I don't like Rainbow anymore. He's just not worth it. Not worth the fight. Or, not worth everything I can give. Bahala na siya gumraduate, basta, nilagpasan niya ang opportunity na makilala ang isang babaeng maaring makapagpabago sa buhay niya. at ciempre, ang punto ko lang naman ay sapat na ang 7 buwan na nanatili siya sa loob ng aking kaisipan. Hindi ko kailangan ang abubot sa isip ko lalung-lalo na't mas ipaiiral ko sa aking sarili ang pag-iisip sa... MATH. HAHAHAHAHA! ROFLMAO!
sapat na na nagkakilala kami. mali, nakilala ko siya.
For today, SLR, our section, just exploded! SABOG talaga kami kanina! Super saya sa classroom though we only got 7 guys. Astig pa rin talaga! We had a lot of fun during the Filipino time, wherein we have to make up our own sentences based on the assigned form of sentence.
And then near the end of recitation, there were alredy volunteers who can say whatever sentece they can say.
A guy teased, "Sumasayaw ang puso ni *tooot* tuwing nakikita niya si *tooo*" and so the teasing started. Another guy said, "Lumulukso ang puso ni *toooot* tuwing nakikita niya ang *toooot* ng SLR."
Saturday Make-up classes were also confirmed for the whole month of July, the most stupid thing of all.
Earlier also in the class, I just got my Attendance Monitoring letter from the prefect. I also got a classmate having the same status who's soooo funny too! Yea, he's a guy. He actually acted as Confucius in their presentation in English. I mean, all the Confucius were soooo funny!
I have to sleep now.
And I'm on my way looking for my best inspiration. Any color will do. ^_^
♥ life sent to Kyu
9:28 PM
Thursday, July 2, 2009