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Well, this is a blog for my LETTERS TO KYU, things I wanted to say to him, things that are happening in my life as if we knew each other personally like every Gamer would dream about ^^. So please don't misunderstand whenever I'm writing things as if I really know him in real life. I just ~~love~~ him. XD

Basketball Thang!
"I've watched them win and lose, skipped in and hammered, grinning and sighing, and most of all, smirking and looking up to God. In every single move, I know inside them that there us only one that makes things happen, God. See how they work? They work with faith--kissing their fore finger, making the sign of the cross and tapping their chest. In these kinds of games, have you ever thought that they can remember God?

I have learned that maybe God has really his own plans. I mean, see how the ball goes-in and out. Almost in but went out. It's like every move of the player towards the ball to the ring matters. Each muscle that moved from the player and the tap to the ball counts for every result. I have proved that even the little-most inch in the air means a lot to whatever happens."

You can't say if you'll lose or win, but you always look up in you life. Because once, God fulfilled your prayers.

I live my life with God. And I ought to love it. :)

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"Whenever I see you, I swallow my pride and bite my tongue. I pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong... " - CRY

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I'm Your Greatest Fan You just don't know it. Sad.

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~~Still a Student~~
I LOVE KPOP
I love ~~Yesung but...~~
I'm in love with ~~Kyuhyun~~
ANYTHING Cookies n Cream
Cinema: Watch Super Show 3 3D
YFC is my life
Loves SHOES--HEELS
Watch PBA live!
I love ~~Jared Dillinger.~~ *blushes*
But I love SMB better.
I also go for Joseph The Ninja Yeo
I've never been to other countries *sigh*
Paris, France, Italy, anywhere in Europe!
PBut let me go to Korea first. XD
Pressing repeat when I love the song.

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Thursday, July 9, 2009

Pinagtuunan ko talaga ng pansin kagabi ang pagkakabisa ng mga linya ko sa aming balagtasan. Akalain mo 'yun? Sinipag ako, shett! Pero napagtuos ko lang, 6 na saknong pa lang ang naisasaulo ko. At kung didirektahin mo ako ngayon na ipabigkas mo sa akin ang mga nakabisa ko, malamang ay walang lumabas sa bibig ko at matameme na lamang ako.

(ang hirap mag-tagalog ha. infairness, my saysay ang English Advocacy sa school.)

INEVITABLE.
Maliwanag sa akin na Ingles ang salita na 'yan. Pero ang ganda kaya pakinggan.
IN-E-VI-TA-BLE. Astig lang talaga.

HINDI MAPIPIGILAN = Inevitable

Hindi ko mapigilang magsabi ng "SHETT!" maya't maya. Lalung-lalo na tuwing may nangyayaring hindi kaaya-aya o di kaya'y kagulat-gulat. Pero minsan, nababanggit ko 'yon dahil hindi ko lang talaga maiwasan. Mabuti na 'yon kesa magmura ako. At para sa inyong kaalaman, hindi ako marunong magmura. Minsan napaisip kasi ako, anong magandang maidudulot sa akin ng pagsasabi ng mababahong salita? Hindi ba't parang maduming tao lamang ang nagsasabi noon? Pero maliban na lang kung sumisiklab na ang buong katawan mo sa galit sa isang tao at kulang na lang ay itapon mo siya sa imburnal. (grabe ha. nakakanosebleed mag-tagalog ng todo-todo!)

Is apang bagay na hindi ko napipigilan ay ang pagngiti. Alam ng nakararami 'yan, ako'y palangiting tao. Kung makikita niyo akong dumadaldal daldal lamang sa tabi-tabi, hindi nawawala ang ngiti sa aking mga labi. Kahit nagsasalita ako, lagi akong nakangiti. Subukan niyo lang ngumiti habang nagsasalita, gano'n ako. At kung makikita mo akong seryoso, malamang ay hindi ko lang talaga alam ang gagwin ko sa mga oras na 'yon at malamang, nasa silid-aralan namin ako at nakikinig ng mabuti sa guro. (nakanang, kailan ko 'yun ginawa? HAHA!) Pero suplada ako. Makikita mo rin kasi akong naglalakad na diretso lang ang tingin, hindi lumilingid-lingid sa panabi ko. Wala akong pakialam sa mga nangyayari sa tabi-tabi ko. SUPLADA lang talaga ako. Pero baliw ano? Madalas pa rin akong nakangiti. Kasi, sa likod ng mga ngiting iyon, libo-libong lungkot ang nasa loob, bagabag ang saloobin ko. Pero wala naman akong mgagawa kung magmumukmok lamang ako, diba? Kaya't lagi akong nakangiti. At hindi naman sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay may hinanakit ako dito. Masaya rin naman ako, hindi nga lamang everlasting. (Napa-English ako. HAHAHA!)

At kahit naiproklama ko na noon, na ayaw ko na sa Rainbow na 'yan, tila siya pa rin ang umiikot-ikot dito sa isip ko. Ang korni pakinggan 'no? Pero siya pa rin talaga. 'Wag na 'yung sinabi kong new A, kasi, alam ko na may iba siyang gusto, halata ko na eh. HAHA. At kamangha-mangha, hindi ako apektado, shett! HAHA. Kung iisipin, hinangaan ko lang talaga siya. Hanggang do'n na lang. Palagi ko siyang nakikita, kaya nakakasawa na rin ang pagmumukha niyang mukhang Intsik o Koreano o Hapon, isa pa, kung itatanim ko sa isip ko na hinahangaan ko siya, malamang ay hindi ko na siya makausap kailanman dahil sa malisyang nasa isip ko. Sa english, may SOMETHING. Ayon. HAHAHA!

Sa unahan ako sa aming service umupo kanina katabi si Lyle sa kadahilanang dapat ay magpapatugtog kami ng mga awit papuri. PRAISE SONGS! WORSHIP SONGS! Sa kasamaang palad, tsupetik ang patugtugan kaya't hindi gumana. At sa mga minuto rin na iyon, napagmasdan ko ng ilang segundo si Rainbow, nakatayo siya dun sa tabi ng dinaanan ng service eh, sakto. Tumingin siya, tapos ako, mahiyaing bata, inialis ko ang mga mata ko sa kanya, at muling ibinalik, at nang makitang nakatingin siya sa akin. KILIG! SHETT!!!

Ibabahagi ko lang ito ha? Iba't ibang pamagat ang mga ito ng mga kanta ng YFC na naisipan kong pagsamasamahin upang makabuo ng isang....

"At the cross I give my all From the inside out. Here I am to worship To the ends of the earth. Take it all, All for you With all I am. Now that You're near, I'm Yours Evermore.You alone are God, I want to know you more.You said Oceans will part, Through it all Take my life. By Your side, King of Majesty, Still So amazing. We cry holy, "Hosanna, Lord I offer my life to You". I believe We fall down One way... Heaven. I will sing Forever... ADONAI! "

Ano sa tingin mo? Ayos, 'no?

O, hanggang dito na lang. Bukas, mag-iingles na ulit ako. Mas nahihirapan ako mag-pure Tagalog. ^_^

Isaisip. Paborito kong salita ang INEVITABLE. :)

Teka, napaisip ka ba kung bakit ako nag-Tagalog ngayon? Kasi, sabi ni Kristel, puro daw english. HAHA! Sinubukan ko lang mag-Tagalog, experiment lang, ano sa tingin niyo? Ok ba? Ang abnormal ko mag-pure tagalog no? May pagka-cheesy. HAHA!

GL sa SBO candidates!!! :)

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