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Well, this is a blog for my LETTERS TO KYU, things I wanted to say to him, things that are happening in my life as if we knew each other personally like every Gamer would dream about ^^. So please don't misunderstand whenever I'm writing things as if I really know him in real life. I just love him. XD



Basketball Thang!
"I've watched them win and lose, skipped in and hammered, grinning and sighing, and most of all, smirking and looking up to God. In every single move, I know inside them that there us only one that makes things happen, God. See how they work? They work with faith--kissing their fore finger, making the sign of the cross and tapping their chest. In these kinds of games, have you ever thought that they can remember God?


I have learned that maybe God has really his own plans. I mean, see how the ball goes-in and out. Almost in but went out. It's like every move of the player towards the ball to the ring matters. Each muscle that moved from the player and the tap to the ball counts for every result. I have proved that even the little-most inch in the air means a lot to whatever happens."

You can't say if you'll lose or win, but you always look up in you life. Because once, God fulfilled your prayers.

I live my life with God. And I ought to love it. :)
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"Whenever I see you, I swallow my pride and bite my tongue. I pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong... " - CRY


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I LOVE KPOP
I love Yesung but...
I'm in love with Kyuhyun
ANYTHING Cookies n Cream
Cinema: Watch Super Show 3 3D
YFC is my life
Loves SHOES--HEELS
Watch PBA live!
I love Jared Dillinger. *blushes*
But I love SMB better.
I also go for Joseph The Ninja Yeo
I've never been to other countries *sigh*
Paris, France, Italy, anywhere in Europe!
PBut let me go to Korea first. XD
Pressing repeat when I love the song.

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Friday, July 24, 2009

Walang masayang nangyare ngayon.

Napansin ko lang na color orange ang bag ko. Tulad kami. :) hahaha.

Alam niyo, ngayon ko lang na-realize talaga. Masaya mag-feeling. Pero nakakasakit mag-feeling. O diba? Isipin niyo na lang.

And tulad ng sa isang super friend ko, by the end of July, wala na 'tong infatuation na 'to. Isisigaw ko pa ang pangalan niya na ayaw ko na sa kanya. Really hoping that one day, pag gising ko, parang wala lang... Hindi ko siya kilala. Para naman ma-free na ako. Oo, alam ko, wala naman kaming commitment. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung kilala (pa) niya ako eh.

Sabi ko kanina, last na talagang pangangarap sa kanya. Bukas, simulan ko nang hindi siya hanapin. Pipilitin ko hukayin siya sa isip ko. Iaalis ko na siya do'n.

Ano ba naman kasing kalokohan 'to? Masyado na akong nahihibang sa kanya, sarili ko na lang niloloko ko. Aaminin ko, nagiging tanga ako. Pero hindi ako masyadong tanga. Hindi ako ganung katanga para patuloy na mangarap sa kanya eh kahit ano namang gawin ko, pangarap na lang lahat. Tama na. Ako lang naman yung nagwowork. Ako lang. Di bale kung siya rin, e, 'no?

Nakakasayang na ng panahon.
Isipin mo naman, sa loob ng isang araw, hindi pa umaabot ng isang minuto na nakikita ko siya tapos magpapakaloka na lang ako sa kanya? Hindi na tama 'yon.

Noong una, sabi ko, ok lang 'yan. Ok lang mangarap. Ok lang ipagpatuloy ko. Ok lang lahat. Kahit alam ko, hindi naman talaga.

Nakakapagod na rin.

Sasaya rin ako ng todo-todo. Hindi yung masaya ako ngayon, bukas hindi at sa isang araw, hindi sigurado kung ano talaga. Wala ng ganyan.

Next week, tapos na ang July. Abangan niyo yan!
PROMISE KO 'YAN!

Hindi ko na siya hahanapin, hindi ko na siya sasadyaing tingnan na parang ayokong mawawala siya sa paningin ko. Hindi na ako mag-aabang sa section nila pag 'you may proceed' na. Hindi na ako maghihintay na mag-uwian. Hindi na ako masyado pupuntang canteen 'pag dismissal. Pero kung di maiiwasang pumunta, wala ng aabangang pumunta do'n. Tama na, ok?

Ang drama ko today. Ayoko ko kasing umabot sa point na may nililigawan na siya o kaya, may girlfriend na. O kaya malaman ko kung sinong gusto niya. Dapat pag nalaman ko 'yon, over him na. Kaya ko 'yon.

Pwede naman kasing walang ganyan though boring lang talaga.

Pero sana, malaman niyang siya pa lang ang nag-survive ng ganung katagal. Oo. Sinabi ko noong July 2, 2009--ayaw ko na sa kanya. Pero dahil abnormal ako, pinanatili ko pa siya hanggang sa ngayon. Sabi ko, "He's just not worth it. Not worth the fight. Or, not worth everything I can give. Bahala na siya gumraduate, basta, nilampasan niya ang opportunity na makilala ang isang babaeng maaring makapagpabago sa buhay niya. at ciempre, ang punto ko lang naman ay sapat na ang 7 buwan na nanatili siya sa loob ng aking kaisipan."

8 months na nga sa SYC eh. Pero sabi ko, wala na yan sa August!
Nako. Nagdadrama na naman ako. :(( Ayoko ng ganitong feeling. :(( Hayaan niyo lang ako ilabas 'to. Takot kasi ako ma-fall. Yun ang point ko. Yun lang. :((

Pero on the brighter side...
Ok maging free from heartaches. Pero di sinabing pag walang heartache, walang 'love'. Pwedeng meron, pero masaya kayo. At.. Mas ok yon. Pero di ko rin sinabing kailangan ng relasyon.

Sige. Hahanap muna ako ng hindi mahanap hanap na project sa *tooooot* (censored kasi nako, ka-terror-an lang meron diyan). At assignment sa isa pang asignatura. Paalam.

♥ life sent to Kyu
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