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♥ STOP. I ♥ KPOP ♥
And they all took my heart away. ♥

How I picture LIFE

My Boyfriend is in SEOUL. ♥
Well, this is a blog for my LETTERS TO KYU, things I wanted to say to him, things that are happening in my life as if we knew each other personally like every Gamer would dream about ^^. So please don't misunderstand whenever I'm writing things as if I really know him in real life. I just love him. XD



Basketball Thang!
"I've watched them win and lose, skipped in and hammered, grinning and sighing, and most of all, smirking and looking up to God. In every single move, I know inside them that there us only one that makes things happen, God. See how they work? They work with faith--kissing their fore finger, making the sign of the cross and tapping their chest. In these kinds of games, have you ever thought that they can remember God?


I have learned that maybe God has really his own plans. I mean, see how the ball goes-in and out. Almost in but went out. It's like every move of the player towards the ball to the ring matters. Each muscle that moved from the player and the tap to the ball counts for every result. I have proved that even the little-most inch in the air means a lot to whatever happens."

You can't say if you'll lose or win, but you always look up in you life. Because once, God fulfilled your prayers.

I live my life with God. And I ought to love it. :)
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"Whenever I see you, I swallow my pride and bite my tongue. I pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong... " - CRY


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I'm Your Greatest Fan You just don't know it. Sad.

Retrieve my past here. Read my life. Escape from your life, live mine. ☺

Still a Student
I LOVE KPOP
I love Yesung but...
I'm in love with Kyuhyun
ANYTHING Cookies n Cream
Cinema: Watch Super Show 3 3D
YFC is my life
Loves SHOES--HEELS
Watch PBA live!
I love Jared Dillinger. *blushes*
But I love SMB better.
I also go for Joseph The Ninja Yeo
I've never been to other countries *sigh*
Paris, France, Italy, anywhere in Europe!
PBut let me go to Korea first. XD
Pressing repeat when I love the song.

To BE WITH KYU ☺


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Friday, August 14, 2009

Nalulungkot ako. Joke lang. Jusme, ako malulungkot? Niloloko niyo ba ako. HAHAHA!

Eto na. Last day of my life that I'll put him on my blog. Magadadrama nga muna ako. :)

Ay, bawal pala i-spill out lahat. Kasi, considered as bullying dahil super bitter ko sa kanya na baka kung ano mailagay ko dito. (May natutunan pala ako sa anti-bullying?!!)

Wala namang masama sa ilalagay ko. Eto lang talaga ang final vow ko sa kanya. Mali naman, last blog pala. Ano namang ipapromise ko sa kanya. Tae. hahaha! (Me ganon?!)

Napansin ko lang ha, napupunta siya dun malimit sa may gym, sa may park-an ng mga service ng taga-upland. Pero pag dumadating ako, palaging umaalis siya. Ewan ko sa kanya, inaano ko ba siya? JOKE. Nagkakataon lang 'yon. Second time pa lang naman kanina. Ok na yun. Pero nakakadisappoint din 'yon. Kasi, timing talaga e. Kahapon talaga, pagdating ko ng gym, umalis siya. Ok, masyado na akong nagfi-feeling. HAHAHA! Itatak sa isip, ang lahat ng panyayari ay nagkataon lamang between me and this guy.

Nako, I'm getting there. Nagkasalubong kami kanina, but it meant nothing for me na. Of course, ako pa. Malapit na ako maging hindi bitter, kasi one time, totally over him na rin ako. Unti-unti rin ako makakaraos at matatanggap ang mapait na katotohanan. HINDI NIYA AKO GUSTO. Ayown.

Pero it was really painful. (Pero to think, maybe this is a childish infatuation lang) It was a point where I have my heart beat for him, and then suddenly it stopped. (WOW, emo ang dating, haha!). I didn't make it stop, it stopped automatically for he wasn't giving any reasons for my heart to still beat for him. It stopped for him, but continued for me, myself. He was my life, a part of me was totally not fine when I decided to let that person go. (EMO. EMO. EMO. EMO!!! HAHAHAHA!!!) It was a break free knowing I can still have a chance na maging friends kami. But in other way, it's either YES, we can be friends, or just a plain NO, we can't and too impossible.

As I quoted from my sister's blog in her multiply account, (see here if you're her contact there)...

It goes like this...
"what's new? it's not like what it was like before. i didn't feel that feeling i was so used to before. i never felt tired waiting because i automatically stopped doing so. same routine's still happening. but one thing's for sure. he's not for me. im not for him. and im HAPPY. =) certainly. "i'll drive for two hours to bring Butterfingers..." but not for him anymore."


I will be able to say that by myself someday. Just somday, one day... It's going to be here. Besides, I think I'm needing someone more than him. Friends are enough, family is one thing I can never lose, and God is more than enough.

Yesterday, I opened all of my accounts including yung mga quizilla ko and everything! I changed my password. Kasi most of them, I used his name. Oo, i-sspill out ko 'yon kasi hindi ko na naman gamit yung name niya for my account passwords. Okay? I will reveal his name na rin kasi HE'S NOTHING MORE TO ME na. I think I'm better off? Kasi, happy naman ako for him. Happy na ako. Ok? Magpapakaloko na nga lang ako sa pag-aaral. Maybe that's way better?

Eto mga ginamit kong password:
0121BORRES (i used three accounts for this e.)
rBORRES217 (I used only one with this, daming gulo e. hahaha!)

'Wag na lang kayo mag-react since kilala niyo na siya. Diba, panta ako. Pinassword ko pa siya, corny ko!!! Too painful to let go, too painful to hold on. Too painful to hear his name once more. (ANG EMO KO. O, ANG EMO KO. MUNTA!) Seryoso ba ako dito, HAHAHAHA! Parang joke lang e! Basta, OK na OK na ako. Hindi ako emo. Medyo lang? LOL! Corny ko talaga. Basta, ok na ako ha? :)


Talking about God, SLR's being emotional when it comes to God. Honestly, I even thought at first, they were innocent. But then, when it comes to sharing, umaabot ng isang oras sharing namin! They cried for Jesus, they cried for their love for God. I actually didn't show off my tears like them, kasi royal ang bawat luha ko, JOKE! Hindi, kasi I learned to be strong in my fourteen years of life, yun natutunan ko totally. I don't easily cry, but I don't have a heart of stone, umiiyak pa din ako. Weakest point ko, si God. Hindi yung faith ko sa kanya. I just truly adore Him more than anything else, kaya naman Siya na rin mismo kinatatakutan ko though I know, I may never lose Him. :)

Dami talaga umiiyak sa SLR tuwing CLE. hahaha! Natutuwa ako. :P Ang astig lang talaga. :) Lab namin si God. Lab na Laaaaab!

Speaking of SLR...

O ang galing, ang galing-galing... Kumanta ang seven boys namin, center si JOEY!!! :))

"I can't smile wthout you,
I can't smile without you.
I can't laugh and I can't sing.
I'm findin' it hard to do anything..."


Napapamahal na talaga ako sa section na 'to. :)

WALANG NGITI 'PAG WALA KA. WALANG NGITI 'PAG WALA KA. (pauso nila, :P)

Panta grade ko sa Math. hahahaha! Goodluck, major subject pa naman 'yon! Sana mali na lang computation ko. :P:P:P


P.S.
Bumisita si Dana kanina sa RC! Nako, badtrip! Dumating siya around 4 na. Eh paalis na yung service! Ang astig lang to feel her embrace, super missed her! I love you, Dana!!!

♥ life sent to Kyu
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