Well, this is a blog for my LETTERS TO KYU, things I wanted to say to him, things that are happening in my life as if we knew each other personally like every Gamer would dream about ^^. So please don't misunderstand whenever I'm writing things as if I really know him in real life. I just love him. XD
Basketball Thang!
"I've watched them win and lose, skipped in and hammered, grinning and sighing, and most of all, smirking and looking up to God. In every single move, I know inside them that there us only one that makes things happen, God. See how they work? They work with faith--kissing their fore finger, making the sign of the cross and tapping their chest. In these kinds of games, have you ever thought that they can remember God?
I have learned that maybe God has really his own plans. I mean, see how the ball goes-in and out. Almost in but went out. It's like every move of the player towards the ball to the ring matters. Each muscle that moved from the player and the tap to the ball counts for every result. I have proved that even the little-most inch in the air means a lot to whatever happens."
You can't say if you'll lose or win, but you always look up in you life. Because once, God fulfilled your prayers.
I live my life with God. And I ought to love it. :)
Mediabox
"Whenever I see you, I swallow my pride and bite my tongue. I pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong... " - CRY
I'm Your Greatest Fan You just don't know it. Sad.
Retrieve my past here. Read my life. Escape from your life, live mine. ☺
Still a Student I LOVE KPOP I love Yesung but... I'm in love with Kyuhyun ANYTHING Cookies n Cream Cinema: Watch Super Show 3 3D YFC is my life Loves SHOES--HEELS Watch PBA live! I love Jared Dillinger.*blushes* But I love SMB better. I also go for Joseph The Ninja Yeo I've never been to other countries *sigh* Paris, France, Italy, anywhere in Europe! PBut let me go to Korea first. XD Pressing repeat when I love the song.
SHETT. Naaadik na ako dyan sobraaaa! Nako, 'yan lang nakakanta ko ngayon... Yung line na, "My one desire, my only truth...Deeper and deeper I'm falling in love with You..." Ang astig lng talaga.
Gusto ko na mag-PYC tuloy, HAHA!
Ok. Wala naman masyadong nangyare ngayon. Thank You lang talaga, nagkaroon na ako ng siguradong sagot, FL pa. Sa'n ka pa? Hindi pa sa isang major subject na lang e, no? HAHA!
Akalain mo nga namang pasok siya sa varsity? O diba? Bongga. Pero hindi ko pa rin siya mapansin. Nahihiya ako. :| Kasi naman, baka isipin niya crush na crush ko siya, hindi 'no! Bumabalik lang, ayoko na sa'yo dapat e. Ikaw kasi, text ka pa. :| Napaka-wrong timing.
Tapos sabi ko nga, papansinin ko siya. Yun kasi ang Step 1 namin. Pero wala, bagsak. Hindi ko magawa. Kasi, iniisip ko pa rin. Kung hindi meant to be, hindi talaga. Yung tipong kahit anong effort mo, kung hindi talaga kayo itinadhana, gawin mo man ang lahat ng paraan, walang mangyayare. Hindi ka lalo aasenso kung hindi ka naman niya gusto.
Sana hindi na lang siya nagtext para hindi bumalik yung lahat. Pinilit ko siyang kalimutan tapos kukuhanin niya yung loob ko ng ganun na lang? 'Wag gano'n. Unfair lang talaga. Ako lang nag-work dati. Ikaw, ano? Diba binalewala mo lang naman ako. Yung effort ko, nasayang lang. Ngbunga kung kelan nag-give up na ako. Tinanggap ko na na ayaw mo sa'kin, tapos bigla kang dadating? Ganyan ba talaga dapat? Pahirapan.
Parang dati lang. Yung humingi ako ng sign, tapos nakita ko siya kung kelan palabas na ang service sa school. Yun ba yun? Na sa huli ka lang dadating? You don't have to keep me waiting if there's nothing to wait for. You don't have to make me feel this way if you don't feel the same way back.
Alam niyo, kung nababasa lang niya ang madrama kong mga blog, malamang, kahit 1% lang... Makuha ko yung atensyon niya sa school. Yung tipong magkakasalubong, maiisip niya na I can befriend this girl, kasi I know she's sincere with what she felt for me. Konting hiya lang.
Naging varsity ka pa. Tataas ka na, teka. Baka nga lumipad ka na rin. Sige, fly away! Imposible na yatang bumaba siya sa simpleng mamamayan tulad ko.
Ano ba, ang drama ko today.
Gusto ko lang kasi ipakita niya kung gusto niya talaga ako maging friend. Kung hindi, baka tuluyang mahulog ang loob ko sa ibang tao. Kilala niyo na siya. Pigilan mo kung gusto mo. Kung ayaw mo, asahan mo nang hindi na kita titingnan. Hindi mo na kailangan tumingin, ok?
Friday, August 7, 2009
6:05 PM