Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Ngayon ko lang na-feel yung song na "ONE TIME" ni Justin Bieber. Dati, sabi ng mga totoo kong kaibigan e pakinggan ko daw, maganda daw kasi. Kape-play ko pa lang dati, "Ay, stop. Close." HAHAHA! Tinry ko nga pakinggan ulit kanina, ayan, naka-repeat na. LOL.Ay, wala naman akong ikekwento. Natuwa lang ako. Kow. =)) Hindi, I mean am I in the right track? Yea. I rock. JOKE. Ang gulo ko na naman. :))Eto na lang. Basta, tita messaged me. Yea, my ever loving and supportive Tita. And I was so speechless at first. I mean, hindi ko alam what to reply sa kanya. And I ended up saying this:(I can't post what she said, it's too personal for me na. Yun na lang sa'kin.)"yes, tita. i'm just finding and waiting for the right time. for the mean time, hindi ko pa po siya kayang kausapin. i'm getting there na rin naman. as i've said po dati, hindi ko kayang kumausap ng personal e. yun problema ko sa'kin, and I can't point her out sa mga mali niya.
maybe I just need a break, pahinga lang in bearing with her. i just want her to miss me enough to feel me. if i won't be doing this, siguro hindi niya ako mafi-feel. and tita, so sorry for making her life miserable within a week, and pati po ikaw, affected... i know she cried, and i hate knowing she did.
i miss her too. pero pag nakikita ko siya, parang di ko pa talaga kaya. kasi, hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko at paano ko i-eexplain ang sarili ko. she kept saying sorry sa text nung isang araw, but when asked if alam niya why she has to be sorry, she doesn't even know. so still, hinihintay ko na ma-point out niya by herself. i think siya naman yung who needs time for that. we don't need to rush things up way back to what we used to before. everything will happen in God's time. :)
i felt like taken for granted kasi. she leaves me whenever she wants to, she maybe sometime forgetting about me. she'll be there when i finally made up my mind na wala na talaga, ganyan na si -----. inaaccept ko na kasi yung pgbabago nya, kc dun ko siya nakikitang masaya. so i was like letting her go na. pero ayaw niya. so, naguguluhan ako ngayon. i need more time lang talaga.
and yung thing about sa kanila ni ----, i was really upset. hindi lang yung about sa hindi niya shinare, yung skin rin, not sure if she's mature enough to what she's doing, indeed, i can feel na nasaktan din siya for what she did.
i just wish maging ok lahat in a snap of time, if both ours hearts are willing to. :)
sorry po ulit tita, pati kayo, affected. :') god bless."Yan, share ko lang yan.And thankful rin ako sa isa kong friend na kinausap and sinabihan ng words of wisdom itong si friend ko. Thank you. Love you. (Nyak, hindi ako sanay dito mag-ily. hahaha!) Basta, thank you. Sinasabi ko lang. Share ko lang. Opinyon ko lang. Hindi ko hinihingi ang kahit anong reaksyon mo. HAHAHAHA! Barado na kaagad. Ayon, kilala na kung sino! )Basta, ang alam ko, wala akong alam na assignment kundi isa. At quiz sa favorite kong subject, hep. Hulaan niyo kung ano, ang dami ko yatang favorite subject.Hindi pa ako kumakain, loner ako mamaya. hahaha! Dinagdagan ko pa kasi yung project sa English. Grabe, career mode. LOL. I mean, we have groupmates, we do have groupmates. For sure, sila na bahala sa pagpepresent.>:) Yehess!"let me tell you one time, I love you."
♥ life sent to Kyu
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