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And they all took my heart away. ♥

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My Boyfriend is in SEOUL. ♥
Well, this is a blog for my LETTERS TO KYU, things I wanted to say to him, things that are happening in my life as if we knew each other personally like every Gamer would dream about ^^. So please don't misunderstand whenever I'm writing things as if I really know him in real life. I just love him. XD



Basketball Thang!
"I've watched them win and lose, skipped in and hammered, grinning and sighing, and most of all, smirking and looking up to God. In every single move, I know inside them that there us only one that makes things happen, God. See how they work? They work with faith--kissing their fore finger, making the sign of the cross and tapping their chest. In these kinds of games, have you ever thought that they can remember God?


I have learned that maybe God has really his own plans. I mean, see how the ball goes-in and out. Almost in but went out. It's like every move of the player towards the ball to the ring matters. Each muscle that moved from the player and the tap to the ball counts for every result. I have proved that even the little-most inch in the air means a lot to whatever happens."

You can't say if you'll lose or win, but you always look up in you life. Because once, God fulfilled your prayers.

I live my life with God. And I ought to love it. :)
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"Whenever I see you, I swallow my pride and bite my tongue. I pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong... " - CRY


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I LOVE KPOP
I love Yesung but...
I'm in love with Kyuhyun
ANYTHING Cookies n Cream
Cinema: Watch Super Show 3 3D
YFC is my life
Loves SHOES--HEELS
Watch PBA live!
I love Jared Dillinger. *blushes*
But I love SMB better.
I also go for Joseph The Ninja Yeo
I've never been to other countries *sigh*
Paris, France, Italy, anywhere in Europe!
PBut let me go to Korea first. XD
Pressing repeat when I love the song.

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Saturday, September 26, 2009

DAMN YOU.

September 25, 2009

AYON!
Natapos na naman ang isang nakakapagod na week. Ang astig lang talaga kasi weekend na naman. And for sure, ito yung kulang na weekend rest. Med-jo nasanay na rin kasi akong long weekend e. Simula na naman ng mga complete weekdays. Nakakabadtrip no? haha!

Actually masaya naman talaga ako.

Happy Birthday NICOLE! HAHA. Ng dahil sa’yo, sumaya ang service natin kanina. Ang astig. OOPS. Bawal. Erase. Haha!

Pero unti-unti nang nagulo ang araw ko ngayon.

Nabadtrip ako sa ate ko kanina e. HAHA. Alam niyo yon, madalas naman talaga kaming mag-away e. But never in a very serious fight. Kanina nga e, biglang tumawa si ate e. Pero paiyak na talaga ako nun. Para kasing sa maliit na pagkakamali, nadadamay na lahat ng pagkakamaling nagawa ko. KAINIS! Haha!

Nauna naman talaga si ate e, kaya nainis ako sa kanya. Binalik ko sa kanya yung ginawa niya sa kin at nainis siya. O diba, nakakainis talaga yungn ginawa niya sa kin. Sabi binabanggit ko pa daw kasi ang nangyari na, ang nakaraan. You know what’s in my head?

“how do you understand how anyone becomes who they are? You have to go to the past. Every moment is connected to a million other moments.” –Silver (90210)

‘Yan talaga pumasok sa utak ko kanina. Nag-eemo pa ako. “Life kills me.” Sabi ko. Kasi these past weeks and days, hindi ako completely okay. Magulo ang takbo ng buhay ko sa mga nagdaang araw. Magulo pero hindi ko sinabing malungkot. Haha!

As usual, okay na ulit kami ng dearest sister ko. Parang bata nga kasi kami mag-away e. Pero ok na yun kesa yung mga umaabot ng years ang awayan. Eh hell-o. Magkapatid kaya kami. Abnuy. Haha!

Tapos medyo ok na talaga ako. Naglalaro na ako sa FB. Nakikipagchat-an na ako. Oo, nakipag-chikahan ako. Nag-comfort. Napag-share-an. Nakipagkwentuhan. Nag-share.

Dahil naglalaro ako sa FB, naisipan ko lang buksan ang 7 unread messages sa inbox ko dun. Eh kasi, hindi ko talaga binubuksan yun, puro kasi kung anu-ano lang message galing sa mga hindi kilalang tao.

Pag bukas ko, nagulat ako sa isang message. Ang title, “AYOS NAMAN.”

Eto ang laman:

“..si (name here) po to.. sana naman walang bastusan .. kung wala kang magawa at wala kang kaibigan .. wag mo naman idamay ung girlfriendq .. gawin mu ba nman na ugly sa tag mo e hndi naman kayo close .. ayos po ha .. sana kaclose mo ung tao .. ty”

TOTALLY SPEECHLESS AKO. Kabog din dibdib ko dyan. I was blank.

I-emphasize natin yung “KUNG WALA KANG MAGAWA AT WALA KANG KABIBIGAN…”

Ehdi siya na. Oo, siya na. nakakasakit lang talaga ang gnamit niyang words, diba? Eh kami ba, close? Kakabadtrip lang talaga.

I thought he was way different. I mean, alam ko med-jo mayabang siya, but I didn’t know ganyan siya kayabang. Pwede bang sabihin kong hindi ko din siya kilala? Or should I put him as the one UGLY?!

Diba yung application na yan tagging your friends eh random selection. Kung sino na lang mailagay nung application na yan, kahit hindi mo naman kilala napapalagay basta friend mo sa FB.so common sense lang. SENTIDO KOMON! (kung tama man ang spelling, nag-iinit lang talaga ang ulo ko e!) he doesn’t have the right na sabihan ako ng ganung mga bagay. And the fact, it wasn’t intentional. I wasn’t the one who chose sa ma i-tatag sa photo na yon. SORRY AH?

Oo, dahil may bahid ako ng kabaitan, ang reply ko.

“Sorry po ah?” Basta yan ang first sentence. and yung huli, “Burahin ko na lang.”

Siyempre, alangan naman kagatin ko siya sa galit na nararamdaman ko sa dugo ko ngayon. Nagpaka-humble talaga ako sa reply ko sa kanya. DATI GWAPO KA SA PANINGIN KO, pero turned off na ako sa’yo. Akala ko, nabago ka ng pagmamahal mo at sa’yo ng girlfriend mo. Akala ko lang naman.

Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako mapakali. I’m not even sure if ako yung nan-tag. Minsan kasi ako yung tagged, then automatically, nasa album ko na yon. Diba? Kahit hindi ako gumawa. BADTRIP KA TALAGA. NAKAKABADTRIP KA.

Oo nga, ngayon ko lang masasabi na nagiging miserable ang buhay ko. Sadyang madami lang epal sa mundo. Nasasapawan na ang mundo ko ng Epeople. Haha. Pero promise, nahihirapan rin ako ng ganito. Wala na yung ako e. Puro na lang kayo. Badchrep ah? HAHAHA.

Kamusta naman ang mata kong kinatatakot kong mabulag, mabulok o kung anuman? Buti na lang puti na ulit, hindi na pula. Sunday up to Wednesday pula ang puti ng mata ko. Thank God, okay na ulit mga mata ko. Pero binadtrip talaga ako ng message sa FB na yan. Though dated like september 7 pa yata yun. Naiinis pa rin ako.

(spetember 26 na. haha!)

Isang maulang araw. Gumising ako ng 12:30 nn. Med-jo maaga na rin yun. Siyempre, iwan na naman ako dito sa bahay. Loner tuloy ako. Umuulan pa. brownout pa. isa na talaga akong model ng mga emo. Haha!

Hindi ko alam kung anung matiwasay na gawin. Ang dilim naman, hindi ako makagawa ng mga assignments. Isa pa, gagamit ako ng computer sa mga assignments. Badchrep. Kung matutulog naman ako, parang kakagising ko pa lang. pero no choice, parang yun na lang ang natitirang gawin sa ngayon.

Iisipin ko na naman ang mga imposibleng bagay. Mag-aalala na naman ako sa mata kong feeling ko e hindi talaga ok. Walang katapusang pagsheshare na naman kay Lord God. Walang katapusang drama.

Hay, nakakainip. Nagbibilang ako ng raindrops na naririnig ko. Nilalamig ako. pero gusto ko ng ice cream. Sana walang pasok sa Monday. Please?

“Here in my heart there’s a picture of us. Together forever unfading and unbroken.”

I really feel pity dun sa mga nasalanta ng bagyo. Watching the NEWS, grabe. Bagal ng rescue.  Kawawa sila, we’re lucky enough na umuulan lang dito, right? Be thankful. Pray for everyone’s safety.

♥ life sent to Kyu
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