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And they all took my heart away. ♥

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Well, this is a blog for my LETTERS TO KYU, things I wanted to say to him, things that are happening in my life as if we knew each other personally like every Gamer would dream about ^^. So please don't misunderstand whenever I'm writing things as if I really know him in real life. I just love him. XD



Basketball Thang!
"I've watched them win and lose, skipped in and hammered, grinning and sighing, and most of all, smirking and looking up to God. In every single move, I know inside them that there us only one that makes things happen, God. See how they work? They work with faith--kissing their fore finger, making the sign of the cross and tapping their chest. In these kinds of games, have you ever thought that they can remember God?


I have learned that maybe God has really his own plans. I mean, see how the ball goes-in and out. Almost in but went out. It's like every move of the player towards the ball to the ring matters. Each muscle that moved from the player and the tap to the ball counts for every result. I have proved that even the little-most inch in the air means a lot to whatever happens."

You can't say if you'll lose or win, but you always look up in you life. Because once, God fulfilled your prayers.

I live my life with God. And I ought to love it. :)
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"Whenever I see you, I swallow my pride and bite my tongue. I pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong... " - CRY


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I LOVE KPOP
I love Yesung but...
I'm in love with Kyuhyun
ANYTHING Cookies n Cream
Cinema: Watch Super Show 3 3D
YFC is my life
Loves SHOES--HEELS
Watch PBA live!
I love Jared Dillinger. *blushes*
But I love SMB better.
I also go for Joseph The Ninja Yeo
I've never been to other countries *sigh*
Paris, France, Italy, anywhere in Europe!
PBut let me go to Korea first. XD
Pressing repeat when I love the song.

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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

"Another day passes by, i'm dreamin' of you,
And though I know it might be just a dream, dreams come true,
Somewhere, somehow i'll find you even though it takes all of my life"

Ano na namang drama 'yan? Wala naman. NP lang talaga. nyak. Ewan ko pero inulit ko na yan sa playlist ko today. Matiyaga akong nag-rip ng ilang CD para mapakinggan ang iba't ibang kanta from CDs, pero anong saysay kung mag-uulit ako ng kanta tulad nga nyan, You Are The One.

Napa-blog naman nga ako ng wala sa segundo, minuto, oras, araw at pagpihit ng tadhana. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ganito talaga ang pagkakataon. Hindi ko man lang ma-timing-an. Nakakabadchrep! HAHAHAHA. Bakit nakukuha ko pang magbiro sa ganitong kalagayan ng buhay? Simple--hindi makukuha ng pagiging malungkot ang pagiging masaya. Hindi ko alam kung sapat bang maging malungkot kung mahirap maging masaya. I may not be truly happy, but I know I am not sad. :) Nyak.

Kasi, may super unforgettable moment ako. Oo, moment ko lang with myself, I'm crazy, right? Ang drama ko kasi, ugh.

You see, I already let go or at least, I tried. WEH. Emo. Alam mo yun, may naalala lang ako-- "It sucks to be falling for someone I don't even know." (Credits sa kung sa'n ko man nabasa.)

Yan pinaniwalaan ko dati, at medyo hanggang ngayon. Na-sapul ako, bulls eye talaga.
Hindi ko talaga masimulan ang nangyari e. basta, alam ko iniisip niyong bakit nagpapakaloka ako? Paano ba sukatin ang katangahan ng isang taong tulad ko ng hindi nagte-take ng mga ewan-kong-quizzes sa Facebook?

Assembly kanina. I was stared. Alam mo yun, nag-eemo ako kasi hindi ko alam kung bakit umiyak na lang ako ng umiyak kagabi dahil sa naitapong props ng hindi naman yata sinasadya na pinaghirapan din naman namin. Iniisip ko kung paano i-eexplain sa butihin kong mga kaklase.

Alam mo yun, ilang buwan na bang natigang ang buhay ko? Kase dumali na naman ako sa hindi seryosong '*tooot*' thing. Nag-jojoke lang ako. Para maintriga. Inisip ko deep within me, I was wrong. I was just putting meanings in everything he does to me. Kahit ba simpleng pagtawag ng pangalan ko, huhulugan ko na. Parang bangko lang, parang utang lang, parang loan lang... Hindi ako handang magbayad kasi pwedeng mang-fake yung babayaran ko. Ehem.

Hindi naman ako bulag kanina. May nakita akong nakaantig ng puso ko. Sabi ko, pwede na siya. Pero hindi ko lang talaga siya makita kasi nakatalikod tapos maraming nakakaharang. Per sabi ko, eto talaga, cute naman siya e. Malay mo, new life ko na 'to. At baka sakaling sumaya naman ako kahit konti.

Habang tumatakbo ang bawat pagpaltik ng segundo sa relo ko, inaabangan ko ang pagharap niya para mai-google ko naman. (HAHAHAHA>:)) Pero, sana... Hindi na lang pala ako napatingin sa kanya habang nag-iisip ako tungkol sa props na yun. O kaya naman sana hindi ko na lang siya nakita nung humarap siya o lumingon. Nagsisisi ako. Ewan ko, ibang klaseng pagsisisi ito, high class 'to men.

Oo. Kung humuhula ka na kung sinong nakita ko, maaring siya na yun. Akala ko panibagong bahagharing magbibigay ng kulay sa mundo ko, yun pa rin palang dati na akala ko'y nag-fade away na rainbow. BADCHREP. X(

Pero hindi, ginulo lang niya ang kalangitan ng mundo ko. ULIT. :|
I was so upset seeing it was him. Akala ko iba na, hay nako. HAY BUHAY. Tagos talaga yun e. I thought something new's here. So the old one has come back. Should it be considered new? :|

Alam niyo, What If na yung song na nagpe-play ngayon. Nasasapul ako, boy...

"I tried but I had to draw the line. And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind: What if I had never let you go? Would you be the man I used to know? If I stayed... IF YOU TRIED... if we could only turn back time, but I guess, we'll never know.."

Oo nga, puro "IF--kung". Sayang lahat 'no? Puro tanong na lang. Kainis! Nagparamdam ka pa kasi e, alam mo nun... I was so hopeless. Pero dumating ka bigla parang--BOOOOOGSH! Ewan ko kung napadaan ka lang ba, o at least.. You wanted to make me feel lang talaga. Badtrip ka talaga. UGH. X((( pero nakabog talaga ako kanina, hindi ko akalaing babalik ako sa kantang, IKAW PA RIN ng Juana. YIKES.

"WHAT IF I NEVER WALKED AWAY? Coz I still love you more than I could say.."

"Here I stand alone with this weight upon my heart, and it will not go away. In my head I keep on looking back right back to the start wondering why it was that made you change.."


...........Many roads to take, some to joy, some to heartache.. Anyone can lose the way. And if I said that we could turn it back right back to the start, would you take the chance and make a change? Do you think how it would have been sometimes? And do you pray that I never left your side?"

Ok, I think tama na muna yung drama. CUT na. Please? Nakakapang-emo lang talaga nangyari, too unexpected. I never thought na dapat maniwala sa panis na kasabihang, "Expect the unexpected." Lingon lang, nabulabog na ang mundo ko. Ayoko ng ganito. Masarap pang mabuhay. (NYAY! Ang emo. :)) hahah!)

Sige, kita kits sa puso mo. :) hahahaha.

♥ life sent to Kyu
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