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Well, this is a blog for my LETTERS TO KYU, things I wanted to say to him, things that are happening in my life as if we knew each other personally like every Gamer would dream about ^^. So please don't misunderstand whenever I'm writing things as if I really know him in real life. I just love him. XD



Basketball Thang!
"I've watched them win and lose, skipped in and hammered, grinning and sighing, and most of all, smirking and looking up to God. In every single move, I know inside them that there us only one that makes things happen, God. See how they work? They work with faith--kissing their fore finger, making the sign of the cross and tapping their chest. In these kinds of games, have you ever thought that they can remember God?


I have learned that maybe God has really his own plans. I mean, see how the ball goes-in and out. Almost in but went out. It's like every move of the player towards the ball to the ring matters. Each muscle that moved from the player and the tap to the ball counts for every result. I have proved that even the little-most inch in the air means a lot to whatever happens."

You can't say if you'll lose or win, but you always look up in you life. Because once, God fulfilled your prayers.

I live my life with God. And I ought to love it. :)
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Thursday, October 22, 2009

First thing first. :D

Pakinggan niyo 'to at matutuwa kayo. =)



Ang astig niya, but I haven't known her real name pa. :)) I'm not done visiting her page in YouTube.

Well, ang astig niya 'no? :) Nagsimula kasi yan nung pinanuod ko yung bading na kumakanta ng One Time, e nakalagay yan sa related. :)) Salamat kay Ate Ganda dun sa napakaraming funny vids! Ako'y natatawa sa harap ng computer kahapon. :))


So kamusta naman ang med-jo nakakabore na practice? Med-jo lang naman. Naeenjoy ko pa rin siya. :) Goodluck na lang sa'min. Basta ang alam ko, mas masaya pa rin yung last year, right batchmates/co-dancers? :D

Tapos, paiyak na talaga ako kanina nung nagkekwentuhan kami sa service. ='(
Hindi ko kasi alam na ganun pala 'yon. Akala ko nagfifeeling lang ako nuon. Tama pala feeling ko.Pero parang late ko nang nalamang tama yung pagfifeeling ko matagal na panahon na ang nakakalipas, ang sakit lang.

Parang mas ok na hindi ko na lang nalaman. Pantae e. Akala ko kasi nung ikukwento na sa'ken, eh yung kwentong alam ko na. Kasi super familiar ng 'characters' sa kinuwento sa'kin.

Matagal ko siya nagustuhan noon, as in. Alam mo yung tipong hinihintay ko siyang dumaan sa tapat ng room namin dati palagi. Favorite ko yung Thursday dati kasi PE nila 'yon at natitira sila after assembly knowing na makikita ko siya kaya kailangang mag-ayos ng sarili dahil baka swertehin ako at matingnan niya kahit ilang seconds lang.

Suporta lahat sa'kin for him.

Lumipas yung panahon e, pero yung feelings ko, hindi nagbabago. Pero ewan ko ba at---BOOOOGSH! Bigla na lang nawala. I mean hindi ako, I mean siya! Parang lahat ng pangarap ko na masasaya, e naging emo na lang bigla. Ang astig. And yung pinagtapusan, tinanggap ko na lang. Magkakatangahan na lang e. Ayokong umasa sa wala kahit puno pa ako ng pag-asa.

Pero kung hahalughugin mo ang pagkatao ko, nandun pa rin siya. Nakabaon. Pero pinipilit ko mawala. Astig. Ang emo ko. Hayaan niyo na nga, minsan lang 'to! =))

Gusto ko lang magbalik-tanaw at intindihin pa kung bakit nagkaganito.

Natatandaan ko pa yung favorite jacket niya. :"> -na ngayon e hindi ko na nakikitang suot niya. Guess everything changed na talaga.

Edi ayon na nga, wala na talaga. :| Tsaka siya umamin. :( But can't pursue anything between us no more. Actually, only few know this. Kasi ayoko masira yung ngayon.

Hindi talaga ako naniwala nun kahit med-jo natouch ako. :P Kasi siya baman paniniwalaan ko? Like HELL-O!

Then eto na nga, bagong year na. Akala ko wala ng anything that will remind me of him. Pero eto yung isang kagalang-galang na tao na parang gusto ako para sa lalaking 'to. Tapos sabi parang med-jo iba yung tingin sa'kin na gusto talaga ako for him.

Hindi rin ako naniniwala dun! Joke ba yun?! Diba?

Pero kanina lang ako nakapaniwala.

Eto pala talaga.

By the time that I'm really head over hell, I mean heels, with this guy, he liked me back. And by that time, his father likes me for his son too. Diba? Parang ang perfect na sana. SANA! Suddenly, that bridge that connects us, naputol. Pero pinilit ko talagang intindihin yung lahat. Pero remembering it, hurts a lot. Hindi ko lang alam kung bakit ko inaalala 'to ngayon, hindi lang ako maka-get over dito sa nalaman ko. Nag-sink in dito oh. Super. :|

And for the short of it, his father doesn't like someone for his son. But I guess, parents' decision doesn't matter na sa ngayon e. But the thought na ako pala nagustuhan niya was like.... SH*T! Sayang!

Sabi, sabi daw nung ibang guy na pinapili, he'll choose me over another girl. At flattered naman ako. Andami ko pang gustong ilabas, pero I think, magiging spread over the world na 'to. E alam niyo naman ako, I keep everything by myself na lang. Kaya hanggang dyan na lang ang mailalagay ko.

One more thing, he PM-ed me. And then kahapon pa 'yon. It was a sad face na sinasabi niya. Yung emoticon. Tas kanina yung humahagulhol ng iyak, yung malalaking emoticons. I asked him if everything's ok kahapon pa, but he didn't respond. Wala, curious lang. I asked him something, but basta, ang sagot niya ay 'hindi.' So ewan ko lang sa kanya.

Nagrereminisce lang ako. :|

AYON! Tapos ang drama ko. :))


"This love is taking all of my energy.."

♥ life sent to Kyu
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