Well, this is a blog for my LETTERS TO KYU, things I wanted to say to him, things that are happening in my life as if we knew each other personally like every Gamer would dream about ^^. So please don't misunderstand whenever I'm writing things as if I really know him in real life. I just love him. XD
Basketball Thang!
"I've watched them win and lose, skipped in and hammered, grinning and sighing, and most of all, smirking and looking up to God. In every single move, I know inside them that there us only one that makes things happen, God. See how they work? They work with faith--kissing their fore finger, making the sign of the cross and tapping their chest. In these kinds of games, have you ever thought that they can remember God?
I have learned that maybe God has really his own plans. I mean, see how the ball goes-in and out. Almost in but went out. It's like every move of the player towards the ball to the ring matters. Each muscle that moved from the player and the tap to the ball counts for every result. I have proved that even the little-most inch in the air means a lot to whatever happens."
You can't say if you'll lose or win, but you always look up in you life. Because once, God fulfilled your prayers.
I live my life with God. And I ought to love it. :)
Mediabox
"Whenever I see you, I swallow my pride and bite my tongue. I pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong... " - CRY
I'm Your Greatest Fan You just don't know it. Sad.
Retrieve my past here. Read my life. Escape from your life, live mine. ☺
Still a Student I LOVE KPOP I love Yesung but... I'm in love with Kyuhyun ANYTHING Cookies n Cream Cinema: Watch Super Show 3 3D YFC is my life Loves SHOES--HEELS Watch PBA live! I love Jared Dillinger.*blushes* But I love SMB better. I also go for Joseph The Ninja Yeo I've never been to other countries *sigh* Paris, France, Italy, anywhere in Europe! PBut let me go to Korea first. XD Pressing repeat when I love the song.
Ang ganda ng una kong word. :P HAY NAKO! Itatapon ko na ang laptop ko, kasi naman... Hindi ko nagagamit, kuya ko lang gumagamit. Nasira kasi yung kanya, edi yung sa'kin ginagamit. Alam mo yung pakiramdam? Parang confiscated ang cellphone. FShit. Siguro mga three weeks na yun. Nakakainis. Pero kung 'yun talaga e, kasi KUYA mo men, kuya! :)) Wala akong magagawa. (sigh)
After one long month without blogging, drama pa rin ba? SOWS! OO. =)) kung WALANG DRAMA ANG BUHAY KO, e hindi ko na kakailanganing mag-blog. At kung puro sarap na lang ang buhay, maaalala ko pa ba ng ONLY ONE ko? Si GOD? HAHAHA. E totoo naman e! Naaalala lang natin siya pag nagmumukmok tayo sa kwarto sa sakit na nararamdaman natin. Naaalala lang natin siya pag may gusto tayo, pag hindi pa natin nakuha. OO, sabihin na nating naaalala lang natin siya kasi wala ka nang maisip na ibang tatakbuhan sa reyalidad na kinatatayuan mo. Gago ka pala e, kung magpasalamat ka kaya sa Kanya dahil may puso ka pang gumagana? Edi sana hindi ka nakakaramdam ng GUILTY at hiya sa Kanya!
ANU YON? Pasabog. :))) Miss ko na YFC. Tapos, HouseHold na bukas,, first ko. Pero will I be able to come? HAAAAY.
AYUN! Pwede bang makiraan? Dyan sa puso mo... Malay mo patuluyin mo ako. O tumbling muna? :)) NYEEE! Ang invisible ko kasi. O feeling ko lang? Emo kasi. Ayaaaan. LOL. Nawawala na naman ako sa sarili ko. Na-eewan na naman ako. Kasi, nakakatamad na. :)
Pero may share ako! PAKINGGAN NIYO 'TO.
"VEGAS SKIES" - The Cab
Super love ko 'yan. As in mga one month ko na siya pinaakinggan ng paulit-ulit. Yung tipong naubos na ung battery ng iPod mo na yun lang pinapakinggan mo. :)) Pero natuto na ako mag-shuffle ngayon. LMAO. Gusto ko kasi lagi e sunod-sunod yung songs. :)) E natutuwa na ako pag shuffle. ;;)
"It's twelve o'clock and I need your attention"
O naman! Lalo na nung birthday ko. Sa song na yan? Yan yung una kong napaulit-ulit na line kasi hindi ko na alam yung kasunod. HAHA. Sapul kasi. Bakit ka ba napupuyat, ha? Kasi hinihintay mong magtext siya, hanggang sa nagtext na si 8888, kasi tapos na unli mo. Mantakin mo namang nag-unli ka ng madaling araw, adik ka ba? :)) Nakaka-disappoint rin naman na biruin mo... Hatinggabi na nga naman, iniisip mo pa rin siya. diyos mo ba siya? Dinadasal-dasal mo rin kasi. :P
[at bigla akong nabwisit sa shuffle na yan, now playing: WHAT IF]
Ma-kwento ko lang. Wag niyo na nga akong lolokohin kay ano... Kasi, siyempre maaalala mo ang memories niyo. :P (landi. HAHA!) kasi nga, seryoso na ako. AYOKO dun. SUS. Imposible man, sa February 2 po, tuesday-one year na mula nung magkakilala kami. :)) OO, dun sa may 3rd floor ng building C. Nagkaabot pa kasi. Ewan ko kung nagsisisi ako, medjo lang. :) Na nakilala ko pa ang tae.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit 'pag binanggit ang pangalan niya, noon... Ngiti ko abot tenga na! Ngayon, mapapatanong na lang ako, "ano?" Naku-curious pa rin pero iba naa. HAHA. :P
Sabi nga sa song na Can't Break Through, "I found a way of getting over this, I let go in every way coz I don't need you..." Hindi nga lang ako naghanap, bumulaga na lang sa puso ko na, BOOGSH! Ayaw ko na pala sa kanya. Kusang lumabas sa pintuan. Kusang nakalimot.
Ayun nga, if once... or always you think, you'll never get over someone to whom you really devoted your love, your wrong. Because in every single minute that he gives you pain, you learn to forget that the person ever existed. Sinaktan ka na pare, hindi na mababago yung sakina binigay niya sa'yo. Sabi nga, magising ka naman! Tinuturuan ka na ngang mabuhay ng wala siya, iiyakan mo pa? Kasi isipin mo rin, dadating yung panahon na mawawala yung pagtingin mo sa kanya. Oo, PROMISE-totoo yan. =) [if you remember My Sassy Girl, medjo may sinabing ganyanin.]
Pero lahat naman nasasaktan kahit katiting ka lang. Kaya kung nga pala, in a relationship kayo and he cheated, wag ka gagawa ng mga bagay na masasaktan kayo pareho, worse e kung ikaw lang masasaktan, physically or emotionally. Lugi ka, kasi you want him to feel pain too, pero hindi. Lilipas yung panahon, makakalimutan ka niya at hindi mo yun mapipigilan. So you ought to be the one to forget. Never make yourself dying in vain loving someone and hopelessly believing that he'll feel the same way. Ang bading mo naman, movie na rin pala ang buhay mo, kuya.
Hinihintay mo siya, ang sweet mo naman! HAHAHAHAHA! =)))
At diyan muna nagtatapos ang kalokohang blog na 'to. MAY HINDI KA ALAM SA'KIN!
[minsang sinabi ko at kinanta ko pa... "And there's no getting over that rainbow...." HAHA! Ang gaan ng pakiramdam na makakalimot ka rin pala, ate.]
♥ life sent to Kyu 10:41 PM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
HELLO WORLD!
Dahil mala-isang buwan nang hindi ako nagblog, siguro ay matiyaga akong magbblog ulit. Pero pauna ko lang, hahayaan ko lahat ng typo errors, ee bakit ba? BLOG KO 'TO! :)
May nakakadisappoint akong balita, buaba grades ko. tiyak na sasagad ako sa dulo ng klase. nga pala, kakabackspace ko lang, tae 'no?
OKAY HINDI NA NGA TALAGA. (pero kkbackspace ko lang ulit 2 times. pangatlo na pla, daman,) oops bawal mag-backspace sa commna na yun at 'a'.
sorry kung ang tae ko magtype, mesyado yatang pndalas. may dalawa pa kasing quizzes bukas na dapat naman talaga ay ngayon. CHEDENG!
Napagkaminalasan, nawalan ng internet mga... 10 days pa of vacation. Bagsak karma ko s plurk, nabulok lahat ng luto sa cafe world. Natanga na talaga. Natuyo na ang buhay ko, damn. Masaya ako nung pasko, e kasi baman NANDITO SA BAHAY SI MARIS! Dito pa natulog. Masaya iun! Tas something tragic happened, as in brutal na nakakatakot. I was sad, everybody was. And teden! Supersadlyeverasintotallylonelydeprresed a friend of my brother died in an accident na kasama silang barkada!
AYOKO NANG PAG-USAPAN. Nakakalungkot talaga to lose a friend because of death. Not in a way na nilayuan ka niya or something. But I saw my life those times mourning, I saw myself. I am a bitch wating my life. It was 2-second accident witnessed by my brother and his friends, and in hours waiting from the ER, she died. See how life is? How cruel and everything? well in fact we can't do anything. I learned how to value my life, I learned more about friendship. It's nice to see how GUYS cry that time. But suddenly I find myself crying too. Not that I imagine what if one my friends die, but the other way around.
Will someone care? Will someone cry? WOULD THEY?? Well, LIFE is the craziest thing I have, we have. YOU were born and you'll come to the point of dying. So in every destination we go to, death is there, but it isn't the last, it's starts from the end. Ever dreamt of being with God and holding His hands? I have been thinking of that each night before closing my eyes knowing it may be the last time I will. Nothing's to be assumed in out world, we are all bitch and dumb. SO how come we waste our life? Katangahan lang e.
We may not think we do waste but we really do, we just don't know. HELL. when I realized this, I always cry to God. I always say everything to Him. I am scared of death, but a pinch of me feels excited. Nice, huh? :))
That's how my Christmas break went. Realizing things by meyself. Kahit everynight and day, sigawan dito sa bahay. :)) AKO lang naman pala sinisigawan. I've gone worst changing.
Something I though the right most is what's worse to other people. SO I am plainly stupid, and I may be sorry fpor that. I just can't believe I am.
I think I need a nap. sakto 6:30PM na, I'll wake up at 8. :) Bukas na lang!
Saturday, January 30, 2010
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