Tuesday, January 12, 2010
HELLO WORLD!
Dahil mala-isang buwan nang hindi ako nagblog, siguro ay matiyaga akong magbblog ulit. Pero pauna ko lang, hahayaan ko lahat ng typo errors, ee bakit ba? BLOG KO 'TO! :)
May nakakadisappoint akong balita, buaba grades ko. tiyak na sasagad ako sa dulo ng klase. nga pala, kakabackspace ko lang, tae 'no?
OKAY HINDI NA NGA TALAGA. (pero kkbackspace ko lang ulit 2 times. pangatlo na pla, daman,) oops bawal mag-backspace sa commna na yun at 'a'.
sorry kung ang tae ko magtype, mesyado yatang pndalas. may dalawa pa kasing quizzes bukas na dapat naman talaga ay ngayon. CHEDENG!
Napagkaminalasan, nawalan ng internet mga... 10 days pa of vacation. Bagsak karma ko s plurk, nabulok lahat ng luto sa cafe world. Natanga na talaga. Natuyo na ang buhay ko, damn. Masaya ako nung pasko, e kasi baman NANDITO SA BAHAY SI MARIS! Dito pa natulog. Masaya iun! Tas something tragic happened, as in brutal na nakakatakot. I was sad, everybody was. And teden! Supersadlyeverasintotallylonelydeprresed a friend of my brother died in an accident na kasama silang barkada!
AYOKO NANG PAG-USAPAN. Nakakalungkot talaga to lose a friend because of death. Not in a way na nilayuan ka niya or something. But I saw my life those times mourning, I saw myself. I am a bitch wating my life. It was 2-second accident witnessed by my brother and his friends, and in hours waiting from the ER, she died. See how life is? How cruel and everything? well in fact we can't do anything. I learned how to value my life, I learned more about friendship. It's nice to see how GUYS cry that time. But suddenly I find myself crying too. Not that I imagine what if one my friends die, but the other way around.
Will someone care? Will someone cry? WOULD THEY?? Well, LIFE is the craziest thing I have, we have. YOU were born and you'll come to the point of dying. So in every destination we go to, death is there, but it isn't the last, it's starts from the end. Ever dreamt of being with God and holding His hands? I have been thinking of that each night before closing my eyes knowing it may be the last time I will. Nothing's to be assumed in out world, we are all bitch and dumb. SO how come we waste our life? Katangahan lang e.
We may not think we do waste but we really do, we just don't know. HELL. when I realized this, I always cry to God. I always say everything to Him. I am scared of death, but a pinch of me feels excited. Nice, huh? :))
That's how my Christmas break went. Realizing things by meyself. Kahit everynight and day, sigawan dito sa bahay. :)) AKO lang naman pala sinisigawan. I've gone worst changing.
Something I though the right most is what's worse to other people. SO I am plainly stupid, and I may be sorry fpor that. I just can't believe I am.
I think I need a nap. sakto 6:30PM na, I'll wake up at 8. :) Bukas na lang!
♥ life sent to Kyu
6:00 PM
