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I've been with YFC for a couple of days, too bad I wasn't able to go to Bailen's Youth Camp to serve. But I want to serve our chapter first than anywhere else. :> Wouldn't that be great? But it would've been really nice to serve other chapters. We had this bunch of little-thing-which-breaks-my-brain-because-of-this-I-do-not-know-wth-is screening. Why do we have to do that? HUH? WHY? Let all those who wants to join YFC be on the YC. Why do we have to choose? HMM. You got it all wrong, man. Or I got it all worse? Zarreh. Just let them be.

SO, whazzzzuuuuup??? (remembering the Annoying Orange, haha!)

NP: All or Nothing - Jay Sean ♥

Supposedly, I'm in Alfonso. Fiesta baby! But...too much loaded. First thing is the YFC general meeting, it lasted until past twelve. And I won't refuse to attend the meeting just for other stuffs like fiesta. Two, nobody's home. Three, they're gonna be in QC sooner or later. Four, nobody's home. Five, I would love to go to Alfonso, I just can't. SOO, for the long and the short of it, keep dreaming. As planned, I'll be sleeping over Roren's place, missing their really, really awesome family. Dang it, I would be visiting Nica's place too. But all goes the rest of it. I can't go. That's the freakin end.

Insensitive. OMG, how could you be like this? Eff.

Just kidding. I just hate that word. You cannot always be insensitive just because you want what you want TO BE. It's not always gonna go that way, you can just shut your effin mouth and listen to the world around you, ayt? Besides, you're damn insensitive that you're damn hurting other people.

So, the next word is... the f-ing MANHID! Coz I don't see any sense anymore about it.

See, a person doesn't feel you always as it may seem. Because that's how you expect. Your expectations are towering. Give it up all, man. That's too much for in every little thing, there's a reason behind it. And if a person can't feel you anymore, then maybe that person feels what you expect from him to other more worth-giving person. Not saying you're not one, someone will give 'it' to you, but not the person you expects. You're too much. So just stop there.

I wanna sleep. But that's just gonna make me fat, eew. I'm too fat... Kill me. PLEASE. Sheez.