Friday, June 25, 2010
REMINDER/WARNING/NOTE/You Name It: You always should finish reading my posts, thou shalt not judge thee's post without finishing it. Thou will not understand it. :) *I'm no good at using thou/thee/thy* Well, actually. The first part, till like... 3/4 of it is just like an introduction, no meaning or no sense somehow. Or if ever, you'll be finding negativity in such. But in the end, you'll be finding the 'climax' and bet you'll be understanding my point, and you'll be accepting everything I've said.
I SRSLY HATE THIS WEEK AND ERASE IT IN MY PAST, NO MEMORIES AT ALL WILL BE LEFT. I TRULY HATE THIS WEEK. I'M ALL SCREWED UP.
First: I was cried all the hell out of me Sunday afternoon due to some stupid reasons. I even tweeted how MAD I was that time. My madness made my cry infront of the computer looking for some stupid assignments I can't understand what because I don't have any idea what was that. I just don't even understand more why my bros, sis and mom won't even bother to friggin' help me! I'M STUCKED TILL PAST 3 IN THE AFTERNOON, THEN WE LEFT BY 5 IN THE AFTERNOON THAT DAY TO MANILA. More dumbest thing I did? I LEFT MY PHONE AT HOME. No one killed me that day. Why oh, why?????
Second: I was listed by the prefect due to cutting line. I'm no mood to 'defend' myself due to some 'personal' reasons, my monthly visitor wouldn't be happy to tell her name. So I was sayin'... I did not even say 'why, sir?' or, 'sir, warning first!' or just say, 'yes'. I was kinda snob to the prefect, you know the feeling of, 'hey, nobody talk to me today! please, unless you want me to forget I even know you' the moment you wake up, I was in that kind of mood. There are no special cases, no special people, nothing greater than my monthly visitor. I RESPECT HER MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE I RESPECT. If I even move, it feels like she's gonna be throwing down on me. I dun like being too stupid, oright? So, that was gross to be talkin' about her, man. SO, yes. My first time to be listed, my first time as in! I WASN'T IN THE ROD (Report on Discipline) in my three-year-stay in my school. Not even once, only my absences, that's when you can see my name written there. I'm a conduct awardee for the past two years, now I dun think I'll still be. Even if it's jut a minor offense, being listed isn't even existing in my life. Now it suddenly passed by! I hope you find your way to the RIGHT person to be listed. I'm no good at accepting facts.
Third: The next day of being stupid, I found out WHY we were listed by the prefect, it's because SOME ANGEL told him so. NOTE: THE ANGEL TOLD THE PREFECT OUR SPECIFIC AND EXACT NAMES. Wow, what an angel flew by... I'm not pointing it as ironic, I'm telling that you're an angel to some, but not to me and to my friends. I JUST CAN'T UNDERSTAND YOU WHY =( Know what? You give me that feeling of shakin' my knees whenever I enter the canteen, when something happens once, it happens for the 2nd time and if the third does too, it's a habit now. WTOE is cutting line... Now you made me not to eat anymore. It'll take weeks before I move on. And eat. Well, that's at school.
Fourth: I'M SORRY I'M ONE OF THE STUPID STUDENTS OF YOURS, or you can consider me alone. Though I know I haven't done something wrong, or well at least to my POV, as a member of this class. I am united with them. And sorry, but we all screwed up. Sorry, I hope everything's gonna be fine. We're sorry....
Fifth: For some reasons, I found myself uninspired. Well, I AM. But I'm getting nothing from my inspiration, not that HE needed to give me. I am just not that happy about it. :| I'm straight-faced because I am alone on the road, too disappointing he'll never come for he's taking another road. It s*cks to be waiting on the same spot, and wanting to feel still the same feeling he's given you all the way. He did not leave me on the road, he just didn't even come with me. SO what's the point? WELL, I GUESS I HAVE TO ADMIT I'M IN LOVE AND UNLOVED. But no, I ain't inlove. Not for more than two years. I DON'T FIND ANY REASON WHY, WHY I STILL NEED TO BE HERE AT THE SAME SPOT...WHY I SHOULD STILL BE STANDING HERE ALONE BY MYSELF. I'M FINDING HIM, BUT WHERE THE HELL IS HE? COULD HE JUST BE A MILE AWAY? BECAUSE I CAN RUN THAT FAR, BUT IF I CAN'T, I STILL WILL.
ONE WEEK, FIVE AND A HUNDRED MISTAKES.
I'm no good. But know I am no bad... :) I just can't understand why things seem to be that or this way... Not questioning Him, but I reckon myself is the one who's too curious of everything.
But I DON'T CARE. I simply forget all these negativities in me, and in the world... Because I still believe in the saying that I've learned on my third grade, "EVERYTHING THAT'S GOOD OR BAD IS A BLESSING FROM GOD" so I always feel so blessed despite that I know... I'm all broken, or I'm all that screwed up. Because I am that BIG NOTHING in this world, without Him. I just believe.
First, I cried because I got no more time studying. Note that I slept by 3 in the morning just to finish my studying in the quiz I've left unstudied the whole afternoon and night... But that's all worth it. I was able to study at my service, at the school... I passed the quiz and got 4 mistakes. That's not bad at all. And it was easy. Everyone said so too. I was guided. Thankful.
Second, I was listed by the prefect. I did not mind to argue (for I have no right) but I learned. But I experienced. But I saw what's really right and what I'll get from doing something so wrong. My bad, I know. Thankful.
Third, someone I called angel told us to the prefect, that's why we were listed. It helped my grow old, man. It helped me realize that someone's gotta be there and notice me, that I not invisible at all that only my friends can see me. No, even at the most stupid thing I do, at least someone did know I exist. Thankful.
Fourth, WE LEARNED. WE REALIZED. WE OPENED OUR EYES. WE GOT OUR SIDE. WE NEEDED TO BE TOLD SO. NOW EVERYTHING'S FINE. FOR GOD MADE ME LIVE FOR ANOTHER DAY, I'M ABLE TO WITNESS THAT SHE'S FORGIVEN US. So blessed, so I'm thankful.
Fifth, I'm not inspired by my earthly inspiration. I'm upset and disappointed, I feel like being broken. But NO. BECAUSE I'M NOT. I'M STILL ALIVE, AND IT WON'T EVEN SCRATCH MY HEART DEEPLY FOR GOD HAS GIVEN HIM TO ME, TO BE ABLE TO KNOW HIM. And I guess that's pretty much enough. Then waiting would be worth it, and live for what's today. I am thankful.
BY ALL OF THOSE WRONGS, there's something I want to share that made all of me this week and forever.
It's personal, it belongs to the extent of our classroom, and classmates. BUT I'm really, really happy I wanna tell you.
THE BEST GAWARASAL IN MY ENTIRE LIFE JUST SO HAPPENED TO BE MY GROUP AS THE FACILITATORS. THE GAWARASAL HAPPENED TO BE THE FIRST AS OUR JUNIOR YEAR. And I just can't believe it end up that way you can never imagine what happened and why.
We planned the GAWARASAL to be as simple as it is, but in our own way.... And then, everything was unexpected to be that way due to our own expectations...
I can't say this straight, but talking in front of the people and making them CRY isn't even what I've wished... I've just asked Him for guidance as I'll talk and share as part of our GAWARASAL (Lesson Recap which was asked to be shorter than before we do the recap). We, our group, prayed before we started facilitating... we formed a small circle, I led the prayer... Twas short. Super... I just know that somehow, we really need to.
GOD WAS WITH US THE WHOLE CLE PERIOD. He was just there, guiding me as I talk infront of them.. As I talk with my voice shaking. But He took my fears and worries that time, He just gave me peace of mind and the strength to fight and TALK and try to inspire my classmates. I THINK I JUST DID WITH MY PARTNER, SUPERF. We know, it was Him who made us do and say those things. We spoke continuously like I didn't even think I'll be saying those words and statements.
Everything went well receiving 'thank yous' from our classmates, it's just the best and sweetest THANK YOU to hear.
BUT NO, I don't deserve those.. He does.
For this, I'm more than thankful, I AM GRATEFUL! WE LIVE FOR YOU, OUR ONE GOD!
“He died for us, why can’t we live for Him?”
♥ life sent to Kyu
5:39 PM
Friday, June 18, 2010
Hi, my friends... It's been so long since I've blogged. And never thought Imma be emotional in this blog post. :')
First, happy weekend fellas. Wondering why I always get 'that' kind of feeling when it's Friday and then I know that tomorrow's gonna be a Saturday. And I get 'that' kind of feeling when it's Sunday, and Monday morning is just another day to spend at school.
I'm 15, do you think that's ALREADY 15, or JUST 15? Why do people suddenly think that age somehow matters so much when we're born the way God has planned us to be. Age won't matter if you'll die tomorrow, age won't matter if you're just gonna blow up every single day thinking over 'what am I just 15? I should've been born at the year of 1990 so I could escape this and that and blah blah blah'. We have too many 'wants', too many demands, too many wishes... So we always end up being disappointed in the end.
Why can't we just be contented?
Well, I, myself, is just that same old rag wishin' to be washed and be a new one. I'm a rag, but who wants being stepped upon by every person? Who wants being on the floor? Who like being NOTHING IMPORTANT? Well, I guess... I'd be happy to clean someone or something. Then I am gonna be fine about helping. Because I believe that in every negativity, there's always what's positive. We just always focus on what's negative that keeps on bothering us from doing something more, we just see one side of it. Nothing in this world is alone. Everything less, has two sides. Make yourself happy. THERE ARE LOTS OF THINGS IN EACH SIDE, ENJOY THE 'OTHER' SIDE FOR YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU CAN ACHIEVE. Get something you might want instead of trying to get what you want and just end up trying and tryin'.
Nowplayin: END OF THE ROAD (Boys II Men) - LEGACI cover :') heart-warming :"> I'M PROUD THAT THEY'RE PINOY AND SO I AM!
SO talkin' 'bout SummerBreeze's WHAT IF (original), I'm just touched with the song.... LIKE IT TALKS ABOUT MATRIMONY. And again, you know how wide I imagine things about marriage. (See this post: I hate you GUYS today
You get that feeling of being in love...and that makes up the whole you, you're not you without it, without him, without her. You as one. Not one thing. Not nothing. That's more of everything. Remember when I said there in that blog post,"Because the moment I said 'I DO', I don't belong to myself anymore.'' I still believe it, that's my POV that a simple YES! would always mean committing yourself to be his/hers...committing yourself to be someone you want to be. That's how I picture life... the moment you were born, that's when you ARE yourself, you are yours as we belong to the same God. And as you grow... little by little... things and people change, that in one point of time, you'll be other's. AND THAT'S FOREVER.
"...if only you could see the fire in my soul, reachin out for someone...for someone to hold."
It's a mystery why I don't pray for something like 'love life'... I don't count on it, not that I don't believe in my prayers, but I just believe that God will give 'that' to me Himself and I need not to demand something/someone for me... He'll giving me what's mine because I belong to Him. :)
"MISSING ISN'T ALWAYS SYNONYMOUS TO WANTING THINGS BACK..."
So I was talkin about... changed topic LOL
I was lookin at my blog posts... Of corse, you can't see the titles. HAHAHA! That's kinda my advantage :)) HAHAHA. I have some samples. SOME THAT ARE ALLOWED, NOT NEED FOR PG. HAHAHAHA!
-We can go anywhere, right? We just don't try. :(
-Sorry, but my heart's already taken. I love You God!
-OMG, I've just fallen in love with Jared Dillinger. No, wait. I just really crush him. :)) Sorry for the longest title of the blog in my archives.
-Happy Holy Week? At least, He has risen! :*
-this isn't how it's supposed to be
-the world gives up
-terrified.
-superficially
-just when I thought the chance have passed
-for project
-before your love
-reality over dreams is equal to disappointment
-pagpapatuloy para magwakas < < <>
-ym - not responding (I've even get annoyed so I made this a the title, LMAO)
-My Anguish
-is it worthy to be sad when it's harder to be glad...
-na na na na na (will anyone be interested to read if they'll see a title like this? lol)
-my sentiment
- certainly, under no circumstances, you persist running on my psyche << -Crash Into the Morning Light
-alternatively real and fake
-coz I don't know what's after...
-Prompt Stimulation
-harrowing fervour
--> JUST RANDOMLY SELECTED OF COURSE.
GOT NOTHIN ELSE TO SAY.
This week was OKAY, which is a state of not feeling bad, not totally fine. We already has some quizzes.. Second week, MAN. WE GOT QUIZZES. WOW.
Next is that...
(O, man... I forgot what I was supposed to say...)
SO, HIGH SCHOOL BASED! PLEASE PLEASE, LET'S PRAY FOR THAT! :) This is my POV.
DREAM vs GOD
DREAM: BE an EIC in the future, that's my dream and I badly want it.
GOD: Continue to serve Him, that's my dream, my want, my need, MY LOVE.
WHO'S THE WINNER? NOTHIN BEATS HIM.
That's all for now, Imma try to post Chapter 18 of WBM2B tomorrow, or on Sunday. WTH is that @ i love you and @ I'm Bisexual in my TAGBOARD? DON'T MESS UP WITH MY TAGBOARD. TO I LOVE YOU, I ACCEPTED YOUR COMPLIMENTS, BUT NOT INTRODUCING YOURSELF IS JUST TOO LAME, AND I'M NOT LIKING IT ANYMORE. I just hope you're not the person I don't like, and not the person last on my list for you to be. To I'M BISEXUAL, WTVR, okay? Because I hope you and I LOVE YOU aren't one.
I'm not suing my readers, it's just irritating and making me too conscious about writing now. :(
BTW, I APPRECIATE IT ANYWAY. I JUST DID NOT LIKE IT. Get it? I'm no mad. But that doesn't mean you have to be that way always. I got nerves too.
SO anyway, I was sayin I'll post this weekend as I promised to my readers. :) Keep reading!
GOOD DREAMS AND SWEET NIGHT. :)
P.S. I got kileeeeg moments pala kanina :""""""""">
♥ life sent to Kyu
6:39 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2010
"So the story goes, there's something you should know before I walk away and blow the ending. I never wanna be without you, oh no here I go now you know. What I feel about you, there's no running... I must've been wrong to doubt you, oh no there you go no control. And I'm fallin so now you know..."
AYON!
Glad to be back after a long week, and guess the effin thing? I STILL HATE SCHOOL! Nothing to be happy about it, nothing's cool, nothing's such a perfect one... I go to school because I wanna see my friends and witness 'life' but it's damn killing my nerves knowing the weather, like it's to hot till mid-afternoon, but then again... it'll rain so hard. OMG, that kills me even more to know that I'll be walking in the rain by myself when I get home. :(( Loneliness. And those boring classes started too soon, thought it'll be next week, why can't I get used to it? why do our school can't even lessen their expectations from their students like we're prohibited going to fastfood chains after the long week by Friday afternoon after school? Why don't they allow us since that's already out of school grounds???? HELL! They don't even want ladies' shoes exceeding 1 heel inch, but then they won't even accept a flat one! They said they'll take a picture of our shoes and see if it'll be approved the by school administrators, damn it. They're too tight with us, their students, and please, loosen it up a little. Being too strict isn't even fun. School's about studying and I know that, but students deserve something that they can call 'happiness' and would be worthy to say, 'I love my school!'.
Why do I hate my school this much? I bet this is just now, and I'll be screwed up if they'll see this blog, which I hope they won't because blog is all about one's thoughts, and I don't know if they should care about that anymore. Their limitations are up to that only, not to even social networking sites, okay? OKAY BA? :) YKW? I do love my school, I just can't get them sometimes... It's just heartbreaking knowing I can't keep up with all that they wanted.
Oryt! :) Stop talkin about my school because I guess I just gotta be proud of it, >:)
My teacher: By the way, 'student' not 'schu-dent'. Because it that's so, then it will be 'chi-chers (teachers). See? It should be 'stu-dent' not 'schu-dent' just don't exaggerate prouncing the 't' sound. :)
That made one of my days this week, HAHAHA. Wait, why can't I speak the way I blog??? Should I practice it?? Wait... I'm a Filipino, right? Why not just use our own native language? :) Guess that'll be better, so much better :) Though English medium shows professionalism, I guess I just have to imply English language when it's much needed, and be who I am at times of being me.
Let me talk about the LOL-moments this week (as far as I remembered, I kinda forgot some, guess I have to take down notes especially when they're my teacher's jokes, lol).
There was a time, guess Thursday afternoon, that we were fetched by a different service and driver due to some reasons.
My service mate was the one beside the door (though it's two-door van), he's obliged to open the door for those who'll go down. We're on the seat at the back of the driver, get it? We're a van.
But the thing is that he can't get it, how to open the door. :)) The driver was (I guess) pissed off, because he taught my service mate already for the 2nd time around, I told him it's like computer. You just got to click it (the little button-like) then go and pull the door. So he said, "Ah, click then drag." ROFLMFAO! :)))) It was really funny, but wait. That's not yet the climax and the highlight of it...
This is it, since he wasn't able to open the door for the 2nd time, he said he'll just hold onto it until the next one has to go down... That's a wise idea just to prove he can open the door now and tell it to the driver, :)) What's worth laughing???? THE NEXT ONE TO GO DOWN IS ON THE PASSENGER SEAT BESIDE THE DRIVER!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA! We laughed all the way until he needed to go down. :)))
So far so good, that's all that I can remember >:))
Btw, we have too much reporting again... Aw. Good thing I got partner in Filipino! Good job, Dianne! Thank you for standing up fast! We got the last place of reporting by partners, only 6 partners to report, the rest will report individually. And we got 26th out of 30 reports, yehey!!!! :)
That's all for now, guess I'll have to enjoy the company of my classmates for the rest of the school year, I'll still be needing more adjustments... Just please bear with me.
P.S. sorry for the things I said about our school, :)
♥ life sent to Kyu
10:53 AM
Monday, June 7, 2010
I love killer heels, now I can't wear them. I love my cellphone and the cam and my iPod, but I can't use them all now frequently. I love my religious bracelets, now I can't show them off. DAMN.
I HATE SCHOOL COZ THE FIRST DAY AIN'T COOL.
Didn't have fun at school, the weather's too hot and I can't handle it like I'm really dreaming about lying down on the sofa and watch TV and get as much as cold I wanted. Relaxing is not my thing anymore, because I'm at school for approximately 9 hours a day in 5 days a week (I don't like any Saturday classes anymore, puh-leez). WHERE'S MY HOME NOW? Damn it.
Even my surfing the net is timed, gosh. THIS WILL LAST FOR TEN MONTHS, HOW SHOULD I POSSIBLY LIVE LIKE THIS AGAIN AND AGAIN? Oh baby, it's killin me.
Or that's just how I think of it.
I know I may have a hard time right now, pero in my heart I know I can still adjust... I just need more time, okay? I may hate school now, but surely will be missing the this school year ends. I want my Junior year to be memorable coz of good memories, I want to pursue my goals. And this time, I gotta be productive as much as P2,000 per month. It's funny how saving up money is such a big deal to students, :) And it's not a joke to do so.
SO FOR NOW, changing SLR to SFX but we're still the same people we used to be, only better :) WELCOME NEWBIES to our section... Be happy :) Nielle, Tricia and Ren. Enjoy our company :)
THAT'S ALL FOR NOW, WILL BE BUSY FOR FOREVER loljk, TEN MONTH BABY. TEN!
♥ life sent to Kyu
5:26 PM
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Can you stfu?
Because... tomorrow's actually June 7, 2010--in 9 hours, I'LL BE BACK TO SCHOOL. That's freakin pissing me off, know why? BECAUSE I WASN'T THAT PRODUCTIVE (AS I WANTED TO BE) DURING MY SUMMER...DURING MY VACATION. Let's pretend the computer is a bottle of pills, I could really use one right now and sleep forever, man.
ANG PUH-LEEZ... WTH? My all-time fave team loss to DAL, oh poor SMB. Why not try better executions? Why not tighten up your defense? Or why not try better offense? OH MY TEAM, you should've learn from a 2nd loss to BGK? That's a really, really close game, then now you lost again in a one-point lead. Damn it, you still got those 2-tough games in front of you, you can't just let them pass by you, don't you? AAAAH, I speak like I even know how to coach, kill me. I just didn't like the SMB falling by a spot in the standings, the semifinals berth is in their hands, I dun wanna even blame anyone though my co-SMB fans are complaining about some players or coaches and staff, because that won't do anything. I just need to trust my team, and I already did, anyway. What more can I give? Hmm... Prayers? :)
Well, I'm just wishing them a good game against TnT (my second fave team, damn it. But I still go for SMB, been supporting them for 4 years, what more can you ask for?) this coming Saturday... UGH, please win this one, or else... You'll lose the top spot.
I actually tried listening to some songs, I wanna get inspired to write somethings there... But now just listening to Rude Boy, HAHA. What now? Can't you get it up? LMFAO :)))) Do you like it boy? I wa-wa-want what you wa-wa-want give it to me baby like boom boom boom. What I wa-wa-want is what you wa-wa-want Na na ah :))) GIDDY UP! :)) Or I'll just go for this. LOVE ME :)
AH, I feel so empty. LOLjk, I'm so full now, I think I have a bright day today... I just hate the little quarrel between me and my sibs... Except for my eldest bro, and mom got involved too. Haha, that's my fault. Sorry, but why can't you just understand that my feet really hurt that time then you asked me to walk that far? Please, you gotta treat me like a family or you'll never feel like I'm your family. Because I've been through this a lots of times, and nothing changes, everything's still my fault like you never had one. Don't laugh at me, because that hurts when no one actually do that to me outside home, my friends treat me better sometimes. And that hurts even more. But through it all, I never wanted to be an outcast. I hate being the youngest, and you don't know how it feels to be me. just back off. or just continue hurtin me.
THAT'S TOO EMOTIONAL, ah. Gimme some air, that's too loaded of dramas.
BTW, I'VE FINISHED BOF IN FOUR DAYS, OR THREE? NOT SURE THOUGH. BUT I'VE FINISHED IT, FTW!!! What now... let's watch it for the third time next vacay? HAHA. and that effin My Lucky Star did not ever play again... imma buy a new copy, and buy a lot too >:)) It's been a month since I bought the last batch of DVDs. Any suggested Korean/Taiwan/Japan dramas? or any movies? I'll be listing them, then buy anytime after school. But I need to save up money to be able to go to Cagayan De Oro for ILC '10 ok? :) I want 'xp'... But the sad part is, my parents already disagreed with that idea... :( That's even a year from now, why can't you be just happy for me in the moment?
(I've just erased 6 'enters' haha, pressed it too much... when I go blank. and that's more like 'always')
I LOVE MY YFC BROS AND SIS. That's all for today, let me try to post tomorrow... it's the first day of being a Junior... :)
♥ life sent to Kyu
10:34 PM
Thursday, June 3, 2010
"I was left standing alone. Why does it hurt so bad? I wiped the first tear to fall into my right cheek, it won't even matter if I cry an ocean right now, because he'll never come back to know the real reason why I wasn't able to come right away to fetch him. Because I don't even think he'll ever, ever like me back. It's hopeless.
Maybe he just needs more time. More time." --- something from WBM2B's Chapter 16 :)
And for a thriller, this is something from Chapter 17:
~SNEAK PEEK~
~"You've given up too many times, c'mon. Why not try to fight this time."
"Huh? What--"
"C'mon Chenea... I know you like him. Your eyes this morning tells it, you act so bad." He laughs.~
~The game ended, but why do I still feel so empty? Why does everything feels so wrong? I find the way out of this coliseum, only to end up hearing someone calling me. I turned around, and saw Calvert. He's the last person I'd expect to call my name.
"This is something from Clara, she's about to give this to us before she died... I had this for a long time, maybe it's time for you to have this." Calvert said and handed me a kind of 41" X 33" canvass.~
~The grave... the painting... the car... Clara... Is... is it really me? How could this be happening? The... the story he told me, it...it matches mine. I'm shivering outside walking home. Could this be true?~
That's it guys! So, if you're excited, then just wait for a week and imma post the complete chapter 17! :) I, myself, can't even wait for it, :)
That's all for now, been so busy since school is just a day away... NOBODY WANTS IT. I also found out that we're gonna have two new classmates, but... we lost 2 (former) classmates too excluding those 2 who went to other countries. That's really sad... :(
HANGGANG SAAN BA ANG LIMITATIONS NG SCHOOL? KAILAN KAYA SILA MAG-COCONSIDER? SOMEHOW, THEY SHOULD'VE JUST THINK OF THE CASE EVEN MORE. But HEY, ***i love my school, :)*****
GOOD WIN TONIGHT, TNT! :) Y'all work so hard, I salute you, JIMMY 'The Mighty Mouse' ALAPAG! :) A really good captain ball :)
i'm full of ':)'... Notice that? Well, I'm just 3 episode away from the ending of BOF HAHA :) LIKE IT!
♥ life sent to Kyu
12:50 PM
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Six days before school starts AGAIN. :( But I have to rock out this summer. I went to school with this outfit to check my school uniform which unfortunately, I still don’t have one coz the tailor was from Manila… That’s really a crap. Where can I get one? My old ones are too small. And I’m already a Junior.
So whatever that’s gonna happen, I hoe everything will go well. This is another 10 months of sleeping late and waking up early… Having those hell days when there are tons of projects and exams week’s there. Another 10 months of hoping classes will be postponed due to some typhoons or just cancel the classes because there are some people who are gonna use our school’s gym for the rest of the day (which happened only once last school year). All of us will always be doodling on any paper we have because the class gets so boring and we’re seated in front. Some more like looking at the windows wishing it’s already dismissal and hoping it’s already Friday. Wishing we’re like the American schools which don’t have any school works or home works rather during week ends. Wishing all the projects are done by group. I wish there’s no reporting or anything that should be presented to the class with some terror teachers. I wish it’s just vacation every day.
But the thing is that I am not me without school. I’m pretty sure school has built up the rest of me since when I was four. I go to school and have sleepless nights but when the sun shines, it’s just a reminder that I’m gonna be seeing my friends… my service mates, my close and closest friends, my classmate, my group of friends during breaks and dismissal friends… Like everyone in school makes me wanna go to school everyday. coz they make my school days worthwhile. I gotta admit that I’m studying mostly…even at home, at my room or just even when I’m walkin around with my fellas. I’m not nerd, okay? I just study because studying is my respond to the love my family gives me every now and then. :) They’re the top reason after pleasing God :)
So, see you all next time! It’s already June sigh.
Btw, I'm gonna be watching My New Star again... I'm already on Ep.6! :))) Lovin it. Thinking of watching BOF again, think?
♥ life sent to Kyu
1:46 PM
