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Can you stfu?

Because... tomorrow's actually June 7, 2010--in 9 hours, I'LL BE BACK TO SCHOOL. That's freakin pissing me off, know why? BECAUSE I WASN'T THAT PRODUCTIVE (AS I WANTED TO BE) DURING MY SUMMER...DURING MY VACATION. Let's pretend the computer is a bottle of pills, I could really use one right now and sleep forever, man.

ANG PUH-LEEZ... WTH? My all-time fave team loss to DAL, oh poor SMB. Why not try better executions? Why not tighten up your defense? Or why not try better offense? OH MY TEAM, you should've learn from a 2nd loss to BGK? That's a really, really close game, then now you lost again in a one-point lead. Damn it, you still got those 2-tough games in front of you, you can't just let them pass by you, don't you? AAAAH, I speak like I even know how to coach, kill me. I just didn't like the SMB falling by a spot in the standings, the semifinals berth is in their hands, I dun wanna even blame anyone though my co-SMB fans are complaining about some players or coaches and staff, because that won't do anything. I just need to trust my team, and I already did, anyway. What more can I give? Hmm... Prayers? :)

Well, I'm just wishing them a good game against TnT (my second fave team, damn it. But I still go for SMB, been supporting them for 4 years, what more can you ask for?) this coming Saturday... UGH, please win this one, or else... You'll lose the top spot.

I actually tried listening to some songs, I wanna get inspired to write somethings there... But now just listening to Rude Boy, HAHA. What now? Can't you get it up? LMFAO :)))) Do you like it boy? I wa-wa-want what you wa-wa-want give it to me baby like boom boom boom. What I wa-wa-want is what you wa-wa-want Na na ah :))) GIDDY UP! :)) Or I'll just go for this. LOVE ME :)

AH, I feel so empty. LOLjk, I'm so full now, I think I have a bright day today... I just hate the little quarrel between me and my sibs... Except for my eldest bro, and mom got involved too. Haha, that's my fault. Sorry, but why can't you just understand that my feet really hurt that time then you asked me to walk that far? Please, you gotta treat me like a family or you'll never feel like I'm your family. Because I've been through this a lots of times, and nothing changes, everything's still my fault like you never had one. Don't laugh at me, because that hurts when no one actually do that to me outside home, my friends treat me better sometimes. And that hurts even more. But through it all, I never wanted to be an outcast. I hate being the youngest, and you don't know how it feels to be me. just back off. or just continue hurtin me.

THAT'S TOO EMOTIONAL, ah. Gimme some air, that's too loaded of dramas.

BTW, I'VE FINISHED BOF IN FOUR DAYS, OR THREE? NOT SURE THOUGH. BUT I'VE FINISHED IT, FTW!!! What now... let's watch it for the third time next vacay? HAHA. and that effin My Lucky Star did not ever play again... imma buy a new copy, and buy a lot too >:)) It's been a month since I bought the last batch of DVDs. Any suggested Korean/Taiwan/Japan dramas? or any movies? I'll be listing them, then buy anytime after school. But I need to save up money to be able to go to Cagayan De Oro for ILC '10 ok? :) I want 'xp'... But the sad part is, my parents already disagreed with that idea... :( That's even a year from now, why can't you be just happy for me in the moment?

(I've just erased 6 'enters' haha, pressed it too much... when I go blank. and that's more like 'always')

I LOVE MY YFC BROS AND SIS. That's all for today, let me try to post tomorrow... it's the first day of being a Junior... :)