You get that feeling of being in love...and that makes up the whole you, you're not you without it, without him, without her. You as one. Not one thing. Not nothing. That's more of everything. Remember when I said there in that blog post,"Because the moment I said 'I DO', I don't belong to myself anymore.'' I still believe it, that's my POV that a simple YES! would always mean committing yourself to be his/hers...committing yourself to be someone you want to be. That's how I picture life... the moment you were born, that's when you ARE yourself, you are yours as we belong to the same God. And as you grow... little by little... things and people change, that in one point of time, you'll be other's. AND THAT'S FOREVER.
"...if only you could see the fire in my soul, reachin out for someone...for someone to hold."
It's a mystery why I don't pray for something like 'love life'... I don't count on it, not that I don't believe in my prayers, but I just believe that God will give 'that' to me Himself and I need not to demand something/someone for me... He'll giving me what's mine because I belong to Him. :)
"MISSING ISN'T ALWAYS SYNONYMOUS TO WANTING THINGS BACK..."
So I was talkin about... changed topic LOL
I was lookin at my blog posts... Of corse, you can't see the titles. HAHAHA! That's kinda my advantage :)) HAHAHA. I have some samples. SOME THAT ARE ALLOWED, NOT NEED FOR PG. HAHAHAHA!
-We can go anywhere, right? We just don't try. :(
-Sorry, but my heart's already taken. I love You God!
-OMG, I've just fallen in love with Jared Dillinger. No, wait. I just really crush him. :)) Sorry for the longest title of the blog in my archives.
-Happy Holy Week? At least, He has risen! :*
-this isn't how it's supposed to be
-the world gives up
-terrified.
-superficially
-just when I thought the chance have passed
-for project
-before your love
-reality over dreams is equal to disappointment
-pagpapatuloy para magwakas < < <>
-ym - not responding (I've even get annoyed so I made this a the title, LMAO)
-My Anguish
-is it worthy to be sad when it's harder to be glad...
-na na na na na (will anyone be interested to read if they'll see a title like this? lol)
-my sentiment
- certainly, under no circumstances, you persist running on my psyche << -Crash Into the Morning Light
-alternatively real and fake
-coz I don't know what's after...
-Prompt Stimulation
-harrowing fervour
--> JUST RANDOMLY SELECTED OF COURSE.
GOT NOTHIN ELSE TO SAY.
This week was OKAY, which is a state of not feeling bad, not totally fine. We already has some quizzes.. Second week, MAN. WE GOT QUIZZES. WOW.
Next is that...
(O, man... I forgot what I was supposed to say...)
SO, HIGH SCHOOL BASED! PLEASE PLEASE, LET'S PRAY FOR THAT! :) This is my POV.
DREAM vs GOD
DREAM: BE an EIC in the future, that's my dream and I badly want it.
GOD: Continue to serve Him, that's my dream, my want, my need, MY LOVE.
WHO'S THE WINNER? NOTHIN BEATS HIM.
That's all for now, Imma try to post Chapter 18 of WBM2B tomorrow, or on Sunday. WTH is that @ i love you and @ I'm Bisexual in my TAGBOARD? DON'T MESS UP WITH MY TAGBOARD. TO I LOVE YOU, I ACCEPTED YOUR COMPLIMENTS, BUT NOT INTRODUCING YOURSELF IS JUST TOO LAME, AND I'M NOT LIKING IT ANYMORE. I just hope you're not the person I don't like, and not the person last on my list for you to be. To I'M BISEXUAL, WTVR, okay? Because I hope you and I LOVE YOU aren't one.
I'm not suing my readers, it's just irritating and making me too conscious about writing now. :(
BTW, I APPRECIATE IT ANYWAY. I JUST DID NOT LIKE IT. Get it? I'm no mad. But that doesn't mean you have to be that way always. I got nerves too.
SO anyway, I was sayin I'll post this weekend as I promised to my readers. :) Keep reading!
GOOD DREAMS AND SWEET NIGHT. :)
P.S. I got kileeeeg moments pala kanina :""""""""">