I ♥

3rd.

Dear Kyu,

Gah. I wish this day could be any better. It just can't get any worse. ~_~

Last. I know I shouldn't be talking about him but I know you know it's inevitable. Aish. Well he went to school today, and I saw that familiar jacket that's why I was able to avoid him easily. I may sound real rude and bad, but I wish he didn't go to school for some personal reasons I just CAN'T take seeing him. But things happen, and yeah. It's impossible to wish for someone to disappear. But either way, I can just be the one to disappear. Stop existing or something like that. Yeah, I can't believe I'm wishing for myself to be like a bubble and soon disappear. Emo. Emoish. I am so not me. TT_TT

This kills. But remember old sayings??? LIFE GOES ON.

Thank you for calling last night, I really, really appreciate it. I know you're tired from SJ-M promotions and Suju Foresight tapings and everything 'KYU'-ish. I was too selfish to let you call me, and I know you fell asleep while we the call was still up so I just said goodnight and ended the call. Were you that tired? I told you to take care of yourself because I cannot be there to take care of you. XD

And yeah, your voice was awesome though you're tired. Thank you for singing 'Love Again' to me, and I miss you with SM The Ballad, yah know? I want that Jino-Jjong-Jay and Kyu together onstage. Have you noticed it? You're the only one with 'K' as the initial of the name. Y U ALWAYS VIP??? LOL just kidding. ^^

I mean... the song you sang was really sweet. :') Aish, if you didn't fall asleep you could have heard me say those WORDS too!

Hah! I just want you to regret sleeping on me. TT_TT Just kidding, just your voice was enough for me to feel okay, be fine, and... finish the shirt I was designing/printing/painting. Screw me, you'd hate me for this but that was a S♥NE shirt, XD Soon I'll make a CHO KYUHYUN shirt, don't worry! I'll show it to you first and you make a 'SHIN SUNG HYE' shirt too. XD I'll put 'I ♥ CHO KYUHYUN' I guess you know what to put on yours? Hah! Just kidding. ;)

Oh, don't get jealous if I like listening to other KPop groups, you'd always know SUPER JUNIOR is on the top of my list. ;) Because there's no other KYU in my world, yah know? And don't dare killing my biases. Especially SEOHYUN since... uh, you're the UNofficial SMEnt couple right? *me jealouuuus* and I ship her and Yonghwa to death, aigoo. They're so cute together!!! And Krystal because she's too precious and so beautiful. ;)

Oh wait, were you talking about G.O.? Ah, and Taemin, Jonghyun of CNB, Taecyeon, Kevin ... Aish, don't fight with Taecyeon, he's much older than you. Don't be that way kekekeke ^^

Oppa...

I'm hurt.... physically. OMO, I'm also hurt emotionally. My life sucks, I know~

Both of my knees are filled with bruises because of our Speech Choir in Filipino. Well just for our class, I endure the pain. :') and since you're a strong Christian, please pray for our section! ^^ Gomawo oppa! ^_^

Heenim, I really miss his tweets. He isn't updating that much these days. I bet he's still feeling bad. :( And YOU, Y U NO UPDATES??? Aish. Twitter is a part of my life yah know. Pssh.

Aish, oppaaaaaa.

I'll be offline this early, x( well it was my decision though kekekke^^ I'd be finishing the t-shirt. ;)

Kyuuuuuu-oppa. I've been singing IU's Someday T_T

Well the song's really good, Dream High's the best... and Taecyeon's just pretty hot. :P

I'll sing this song to you one day, ;) Hah! So you won't be bothering me to sing a song for you anymore just wait till I memorize the song ;)

I hope you won't be like Mom who's asking me to record myself dancing... I've been dancing to SNSD's Genie for a while now. ^_^ I know, too girlyyyyy.

Oppa, I need to go! Annyong~! ^^

♥,

S.S.H.