5th.
Dear Kyu,
I have to apologize first for writing this one really late. I'll explain things before you totally get mad, and please don't misunderstand things.
I am not feeling well. Not that I'm sick or something, I just don't feel so okay. TT_TT
Why do I need to dwell in the past that all I ever wished to be my tomorrow and future??? Explain whyyy.
Alright, breathe in, breathe out.
Kyu, I want to thank you for praying for our section, we got the second place though we really hoped to get the first... Well if we did, we'll get exempted in the exam. Well maybe we weren't enough, and it was an epic fail. Practices were even better. I TOTALLY SCREWED UP ON STAGE.
Well because I really got nervous, totally nervous.
But still gomawo~ oppa~^^ Tell Siwon-oppa too. ^^" and for everyone wishing us luck!
But right now, I'm really to get scolded by KYU... aish Kyuhyun-oppa, I'm really all stupid and everything fool.
It's MC's birthday and we celebrated, well you know I'm all broken, and I haven't forgotten everything totally, and I'm still trying to erase everything... and I wanted to drink up the pain. T_T I took shots, but I'm all okay. I know, I swear it'll never be repeated. Promise. I promise, Kyu. ~_~ I felt guilty to be this crazy just because of a heart break, he doesn't deserve me to being like this. -_- Because when I thought I was with him, I was actually alone and there was you. Don't worry, but please don't be mad at me, Kyuuu. ^_^ I swear to forget him and avoid him all my life. ;)
And the fact that I'm home right now, I hope it makes you feel I'm safe. ;)
And tonight's the last time I'll be talking myself a broken-hearted person. ;)
I've finished the I ♥ Seohyun shirt. ;) Still needs adjustments, but won't since it already fits. I'll do yours on vacation so I'll have something to do. ^_^
If you've got time, I'd love to hear your voice again. I miss you and I need you...
Regrets. Regrets. Regrets. I promise to be good. Just for you, Kyu-oppa~ ^^
♥,
S.S.H.
♥ life sent to Kyu
11:45 PM