14th.
Dear Kyu,
It's been a while... ^__^
I MISS YOU.
Sweet enough? :))
It's already 6 in the morning here and I'm not yet sleeping... Well I had a three-hour-long nap when I got home from SFX's swimming... That makes me still alive and kicking until this morning. My parents are already awake and getting ready for work, and yeah, I'm still writing this letter for you. Kkk~
Well... I've seen your first performance of Perfection... I mean I already saw some fancams during some of your recordings/tapings... but still this one feels like 'official' yah know. ^__^ SJ-M HWAITING~! ^_^o
And I also saw your Spao CF with SNSD and just as usual, you look perfect... Especially on that pink shirt =^_^= And no matter how many times I try to ship you with my Seobb, I just don't find you guys... adorbs since I really ship YongSeo... real hard. :') And I'm hoping to get a copy of Goguma couple ^__^ and that I'm touched by Seobb's tears during the last episode. :') I'll try to find some other girls to ship to you, I also found a selca of IU and you... you two look cute together. ^_^
But I guess we'll look the best together, haha just kidding. There are lots of gamers out there who'll say that too. u_u but that's okay, i'm just one of them.
Now I do sound EMO-ish :))
OPPA ~_~ I saw him today... I kind of hate it, if only I'm not that bound to SFX, I really wouldn't come because I know I'll be seeing him. It's like... He looks this way, I look the other way. He goes this way, I go the other way. He even managed to say HI to me, and I wonder how he had the guts. ~_~ I'm extremely mad.
You understand me, right?
Just had to be that way. /wrist
Well anyway, the good thing is I got to meet my friends + SFX loves. That swimming doesn't have to be about him anyways.
But I still feel bad.
So I ended up swinging up my mood to slumping my head on bed when I got home. TT_TT I was supposed to wake up by 11 but I ended up switching off my alarm to 1AM hahahaha.
I ended up DL-ing Ukiss' Vampire episodes *currently still dl-ing though I watched the first two episodes already kkkk* and trying to lighten up my mood...
I was supposed to update with Chapter 51, just tell Yesung-oppa about that haha, but I'm listening to Ukiss' 0330 and boom. Mood's switched to Kevin spazzing. So I just left it on the drafts. Will probably just finish it later when I go online again. :) And just so you know I'm really happy about the results so far, I mean I really got moved by comments. Will always be moved by comments that makes me wanna update sooner~! ^_^ I love my readers/subscribers, srsly. :)
ARE YOU READING EVEN IT? I know... I should just make one fic for you, well I have this idea in my mind but I guess I'll change it again... And please, don't tell me I'd be making a Kevin one because I don't want but it feels like I want too. ?_?
AND I can't even finish reading my sister's story. I feel bad for myself. I WILL ONE DAY! I PROMISE and will always vote her stories ^^
Well oppa, I need to sleep now... Zzz.
TAKE CARE ALWAYS.
♥,
S.S.H.
♥ life sent to Kyu
6:07 AM