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And they all took my heart away. ♥

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My Boyfriend is in SEOUL. ♥
Well, this is a blog for my LETTERS TO KYU, things I wanted to say to him, things that are happening in my life as if we knew each other personally like every Gamer would dream about ^^. So please don't misunderstand whenever I'm writing things as if I really know him in real life. I just love him. XD



Basketball Thang!
"I've watched them win and lose, skipped in and hammered, grinning and sighing, and most of all, smirking and looking up to God. In every single move, I know inside them that there us only one that makes things happen, God. See how they work? They work with faith--kissing their fore finger, making the sign of the cross and tapping their chest. In these kinds of games, have you ever thought that they can remember God?


I have learned that maybe God has really his own plans. I mean, see how the ball goes-in and out. Almost in but went out. It's like every move of the player towards the ball to the ring matters. Each muscle that moved from the player and the tap to the ball counts for every result. I have proved that even the little-most inch in the air means a lot to whatever happens."

You can't say if you'll lose or win, but you always look up in you life. Because once, God fulfilled your prayers.

I live my life with God. And I ought to love it. :)
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"Whenever I see you, I swallow my pride and bite my tongue. I pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong... " - CRY


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Retrieve my past here. Read my life. Escape from your life, live mine. ☺

Still a Student
I LOVE KPOP
I love Yesung but...
I'm in love with Kyuhyun
ANYTHING Cookies n Cream
Cinema: Watch Super Show 3 3D
YFC is my life
Loves SHOES--HEELS
Watch PBA live!
I love Jared Dillinger. *blushes*
But I love SMB better.
I also go for Joseph The Ninja Yeo
I've never been to other countries *sigh*
Paris, France, Italy, anywhere in Europe!
PBut let me go to Korea first. XD
Pressing repeat when I love the song.

To BE WITH KYU ☺


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Saturday, April 9, 2011

15th. Forgive me... I'm really worried about Kyu here. :S

Dear Kyu,

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'M DISAPPOINTED AND DOWN RIGHT NOW? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT TO SCOLD YOU EVEN IF IN RETURN IT WOULD JUST HURT ME INSTEAD? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW I FORCED MY DAY TO FLOW NORMALLY AS IF NOTHING'S WRONG?

Well... Kyu... Just so you know, my day started as a hell... All because of you. Kyu, seriously, you're driving me nuts.

In the last few days, you know how I've been very jolly and cheerful. You know how exactly I was happy and everything...

You know what hurts me?
It's that I've always been reminding you to take care of yourself, but look what happened, it seems like you attracted another accident and you took away my sanity. ARE YOU THAT ACCIDENT-MAGNET?

The accident happened right before I went to bed and sleep. IT HAPPENED. And I was awakened by the sudden news which broke me nearly into countless pieces, Kyu... I tried to hold back tears because I held on to words that says YOU'RE GONNA BE FINE. Yes you are because I believe in you as the entire ELF does, YOU ARE STRONGER than how we know you are. Your tweet was heartbreaking for formalities in apologizing.

You little idiotic yet evil maknae~ Were you the one driving? Seriously, you should have known your limitations in driving though the driver of the truck is the one to be blamed. I wish you just remembered that there are millions of people out there who might as well die with you if ever you're harmed.

Kyu, it hurts that I endlessly held on tight, prayed hard, and told you so many times to take care of yourself because I CAN'T TAKE CARE OF YOU since we're thousands of miles away from each other, as much as I want to be there for you (well like all the other fangirls do), I can't and the farthest I can get to you is by prayers and get news from the internet. But then again, to hear that, yet again, you were involved in another car accident. 'You're kidding me, right?' was my first expression because I don't wanna believe it.

Kyu, I worried so much.
Words can't express how you turned my day down and how I tried to push it up the whole day. ~_~ I was hopeless crazy little fangirl trying her best to cheer up and flood her Tumblr with your pictures yet with sad and ironic thoughts.

No I'm not mad. How can I ever blame you for such accident? Never will. I just went overboard, I was overreacting. I worried TOO much than I was supposed too. I went off my limits of giving concerns toward you.

Please be fine. ~_~; It really hurts to see you suffer again from a car accident, everything just brings a bitter flashback of 2007 accident, every little thing did.


PLEASE GET WELL SOONER.
I'LL KEEP MY HANDS TOGETHER AND PRAY, I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE.

사랑해요 초규현... 쟁말 사랑해... ♥

♥,
신 숭혜

♥ life sent to Kyu
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